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Biographical

I must start by saying how beautiful and refreshing it is to know that so many people are simultaneously having the same intuitions and ideas and that websites such as this make me overjoyed because I don't ever have to feel alone! Turns out I am not the only creature in the universe that is just bursting with light and love and eager to spread it around so we can all find more beauty in our lives!

That being said, I am about to turn 25 and have spent the past year making up for time 'lost' in the 'real' world since I was 20.  When I realized how far I had strayed from the path that I had always been so passionate about, it was easy to make the changes that needed to be made. In this uh, 'waking up' process, I discovered many writings from my past that it seemed I was 'supposed' to discover now. I have been spending all of my time and money lately on the road travelling to music festivals (including Coalessence which was magical and life blossoming) and concerts because this is where I have discovered a network of people who are also trying to change things... and I hadn't really had very much fun with life while I was 'asleep' so it has been wonderful to get out and see music and dance with strangers for weekends at a time.

The most important part about this has been the people that I have met and the way we have all contributed to each others development by challenging and encouraging each other.

I don't know if it is the times or just this time in my own life, but I am just not scared about anything anymore. Sure, I still see the problems in the world and I want to fix them, but instead of being scared of them and worrying about them, I have begun to just start fixing what I can and learning about what I cannot so that I will be able to soon.  

I have discovered that my polyamorous lifestyle has allowed me to break through many uncomfortable barriers that we create when we meet each other.  Although I am truly speaking only of love and the topic of sex is far beyond the reaches of this breif introduction of me, I have found that loving many people deeply and everyone generally is an amazing force of calm in a very chaotic and often painful world. I have been sharing this way of loving/living with everyone I meet, and I have seen the positive influences in the lives around me and it is encouraging after many years of feeling alone and in the dark. 

I could write forever about the synchronicities and theories and people that have been piling into my life too fast to count lately, but I know we are all experiencing the same thing, and that is enough for me.

Interests

trees, poetry, music, circles, triangles, cubes, planes, rivers, ripples, spirals, magic, art, cats, birds, ancient history, political theory, sustainable development, plant wisdom, japanese style role playing video games, RAINBOWS, reading about conceptions of the world/universe, mandolin, social philosophy and organization, costumes, capes, hats, scarves, socks/tights, movies that make me laugh or totally freak me out, documentaries, keeping the keys of the tribe so we can unlock it in all of us, seeking out positive vibrations and connections, walking the spiral but determined to break it and not just for me, falling in love with as many people as I can and not caring if it is returned, acting with love and integrity, HONESTY, 2AM conversations, making out, seeing the permutations and not the mutual exclusivities, latin america, africa, traveling, COOKING and eating with friends, helping people love and accept their bodies and intuitions, and dancing so hard my body disolves.