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Everything rushes  me with its translucent beauty so much its overwhelming sometimes. Its hard to come to grips with the fact that I'm navigating through life with this flesh thing. Have you ever wished to express something so deep from within yourself but every possible vehicle for it can never give it justice and never hold it in. Within one instant, the only way I can imagine it happening is with some transcendental explosion that would simultaneously remove all doubt from all of our minds and heal all wounds, so no person would ever feel alone or unaccepted, but truly loved and cared for everything that they are, scars and all. I haven't yet found the correct way to articulate this, and the one of the most satisfying ways for me is just sincere conversation, sometimes writing as well, but a conversation is an art in itself thats largely underrated or relegated to utilitarian purposes or small talk. All the nuances that are expressed from the voice are so subtle and unique in each person its beautiful. The essence of a good conversation hovers over you in some strange air of electric-silence that bleeds and echoes on in us as understanding,  unearthing the curious mystery that awaits within every moment ,as we float upon daily through life, like hairs on the head of some dreamer, ignoring our common origin.