Tapping the Source

I know most of YA HO WA 13's recordings are available on the UK label Swordfish. I know Forced Exposure out of Boston stocks these releases. http://www.forcedexposure.com/

good old erik davis. as always a great piece!

i loved "deprogrammers obsessed with brainwashing " as it made me recall watts recalling jung:

...in a lonely cottage in the country, surrounded by many favorite books which i've collected over the years [looking] up at the shelves, i see that there's a very large space occupied by the volumes of one man, carl gustav jung, who left this world not more than a few weeks ago. and i'd like to talk tonight about some of the great things that i feel jung has done for me. and also about the things i feel to be his enduring contributions toward the science of psychology of which he was such a great master. i began to read jung when i first began to study eastern philosophy in my late adolescence. and i'm eternally grateful to him, for what i will call a sort of balancing influence on the development on my thought. as an adolescent in rebellion against the sterile christianity in which i was brought up, i was liable to go absolutly overboard for exotic and foreign ideas. until i read the extraordinarily wise commentary that he wrote to richard wilhelm's translation of a chinese taoist text called 'the secret of the golden flower'. and it was jung who helped me to remind myself that i was by upbringing and by tradition always a westerner, and i couldn't escape from my own cultural conditioning, and that this inability to escape was not a kind prison but was the endowment of one's being with certain capacities like one's arms and legs and mouth and teeth and brain, which could always be used constructively. and i feel that it is for this reason that i've always remained for myself in the position of the comparative philosopher, wanting to balance east and west, rather than to go overboard with enthusiasm for exotic imports. but there are aspects of jung's work far beyond this that i want to discuss. and first of all, i want to call attention to one fundamental principle that underlay all his work and that was most extraordinarily exemplified in jung himself as a person. and this is what i would call, his recognition of the polarity of life. that is to say, his resistance to what is to my mind the disastrous and absurd hypothesis, that there is in this universe a radical and absolute conflict between good and evil, light and darkness that can never never never be harmonized. this conflict has come up to us in a very vivid way with the trial of adolf eichmann. and with arthur koestler's passionate denunciation of any sort of philosophy of life, and he has in mind particular the eastern philosophies like buddhism and hinduism, which so slur the absolute differences between good and evil, that in their names one could justify the sort of crimes which were commited in the concentration camps of germany. and it's interesting too, certain people too accused jung also of nazi sympathies because he too would not subscribe to the absolute state of a war between good and evil going down to the very roots of the universe. obviously when certain crimes are committed and catastrophes occur, human emotions are deeply and rightly aroused. and i would for myself say, that were i in any situation where an eichmann was operating, i would be roused to a degree of fury that i can hardly imagine in my present existence, but i know it would come out from me. i would oppose those sort of villainies with all the energy that i have. and if i was trapped in such a situation i would fight it til the end. but at the same time i would recognize the relativity of my own emotional involvement. i would know that i was fighting a man like eichmann in the same way, shall we say, a spider and a wasp, insects that naturally prey upon one another and fight one another do so, but as a human being i would not be able to regard my adversary as a metaphysical devil. that is to say as one who represented the principle of absolute and unresolvable evil. and i think this is the most important thing in jung. that he was able to point out, that to the degree you condemn others and find evil in others, you are to that degree unconscious of the same thing in yourself, or at least of the potentiality of it. there can be eichmanns and hitlers and himmlers just because there are people who are unconscious of their own dark sides, and they project that darkness outward into, say, jews or communists or whatever the enemy may be, and say there is the darkness, it is not in me, and therefore because the darkness is not in me i am justified, in annihilating the enemy whether it be with atom bombs or gas chambers or what not. but to the degree that a person becomes conscious that the evil is as much in himself as in the other, to this same degree he is not likely to project it on to some scapegoat, and commit the most criminal acts of violence upon other people. now this is to my mind the primary thing that jung saw. that in order to admit and really accept and understand the evil in oneself, one had to be able to do it without being an enemy to it. as he put it, you had to accept your own dark side. and he had this preeminently in his own character. i had a long talk with him back in 1958 and i was enormously impressed, with a man who was obviously very great but at the same time, which whom everybody could be completely at ease. there are so many great people, great in knowledge or great in what is called holiness with whom the ordinary individual feels rather embarrassed, he feels inclined to sit on the edge of his chair, and to feel immediately judged by this persons wisdom or sanctity. jung managed to have wisdom and i think also sanctity in such a way that when other people came into it's presence they didn't feel judged, they felt enhanced, encouraged and invited to share in a common life. and there was a sort of twinkle in jung's eye that gave me the impression that he knew himself to be just as much a villian as everybody else. there's a nice german word 'hintergedanke' which means a thought in the very far far back of your mind. jung had a hintergedanke in the back of his mind which showed, it showed in the twinkle in his eyes, it showed that he knew and recognized what i have sometimes called 'the element of irreducible rascality' in himself. and he knew it so strongly and so clearly, and in a way so lovingly that he would not condemn the same thing in others, and therefore would not be lead into those thoughts feeling and acts of violence towards others, which are always characteristic of the people who project the devil in themselves upon the outside, upon somebody else, upon the scapegoat. now this made jung a very integrated character, in other words, here i have to present a little bit of a complex idea; he was a man who was thoroughly with himself. having seen and accepted his own nature profoundly. he had a kind of unity and absence of conflict in his own nature, which had to it this additional complication that i find so fascinating: he was the sort of man who could feel anxious and afraid and guilty without being ashamed of feeling this way. in other words he understood that an integrated person is not a person who simply eliminated the sense of guilt or the sense of anxiety from his life, who is fearless and wooden and a kind of sage of stone. he's the sort of person who feels all these things but has no recrimination against himself for feeling them, and this is to my mind a profound kind of humor. you know, in humor there's always an element of malice. there was a talk given of pacifica stations just a little while ago, which was an interview with al cap (eh?) and al cap made the point that he felt that all humor was fundamentally malicious. now there's a very high kind of humor, which is humor at oneself. real humor is not jokes at the expense of others, it's always jokes at the expense of oneself, and of course it has an element of malice in it. it has malice toward one's self, in the recognition of the fact that behind the social role you assume, behind all your pretensions, to being either a good citizen or a fine scolar or a great scientist or a leading politician or physician or whatever you happen to be, that behind this facade there is a certain element of the unreconstructed bum. not as something to be condemned and wailed over, but as something to be recognized to be contributive to one's greatness and to one's positive aspects in the same way that manure is contributive to the perfume of the rose. jung saw this and jung accepted this. and i want to read a passage from one of his lectures which i think is one of the greatest things he ever wrote and which has been a very marvelous thing for me. it was in a lecture he delivered to a group of clergy in switzerland a considerable number of years ago. and he writes as follows:

"people forget that even doctors have moral scruples and that certain patients' confessions are hard even for a doctor to swallow. yet the patient does not feel him accepted unless the very worst in him is accepted too. no one can bring this about by mere words, it comes only through reflexion and through the doctors attitude towards himself and his own dark side. if the doctor wants to guide another or even accompany him a step of the way, he must feel with that person's psyche. he never feels it when he passes judgment. weather he puts his judgment into words or keeps them to himself makes not the slightest difference. to take the opposite position and to agree with the patient off-hand is also of no use, but estranges him as much as condemnation. feeling comes only through unprejudiced objectivity. this sound almost like a scientific precept and it could be confused with a purely intellectual abstract attitude of mind, but what i mean is something quite different. it is a human quality, a kind of deep respect for the facts, for the man who suffers from them, and for the riddle of such a mans life. the truly religious person has this attitude: he knows that god has brought all sorts of strange and inconceivable things to pass and seeks in the most curious of ways to enter a mans heart. he therefore senses in everything the unseen presence of the divine will. this is what i mean by unprejudiced objectivity, it is a moral achievement of the part of the doctor, who ought not to be repelled by sickness and corruption. we cannot change anything unless we accept it. condemnation does not liberate, it oppresses and i am the oppressor of the person i condemn, not his friend and fellow sufferer. i do not in the least mean to say that we must never pass judgment when we desire to help and improve, but if the doctor wishes to help a human being he must be able to accept him as he is, and he can do this in reality only when he has already seen and accepted himself as he is. perhaps this sounds very simple, but simple things are always the most difficult. in actual life it requires the greatest art to be simple, and so acceptance of one's self is the essence of the moral problem and the acid test of one's whole outlook on life. that i feed the beggar, that i forgive an insult, that i love my enemy in the name of christ; all these are undoubtedly great virtues. what i do unto the least of my brethren that i do unto christ. but what if i should discover that the least amongst them all, the poorest of all beggars, the most imputed of all offenders, yay that the very fiend himself, that these are within me, and that i myself stand in need of my own kindness, that i myself am the enemy who must be loved, what then? then, as a rule, the whole truth of christianity is reversed. there is then no more talk of love and long-suffering. we say to the brother within us: "raka!" and condemn and rage against ourselves. we hide him from the world, we deny ever having met this least of the lowly in ourselves, and had it been god himself who drew near to us in this despicable form, we should have denied him a thousand times before a single cock had crowed."

well... you may think the metaphors are rather strong, but i feel that they are not so needlessly. this is a very very forceful passage, and a memorable one in all jungs works. trying to heal this insanity from which our culture in particular has suffered, of thinking that a human being becomes hail, healthy and holy by being divided against himself in inner conflict, paralleling the conception of an cosmic conflict between an absolute good and an absolute evil, which cannot be reduced to any prior and underlying unity. in other words our rage, and our very proper rage against evil things which occur in this world must not overstep itself. for if we require for a justification for our rage a fundamental and metaphysical division between good and evil, we have an insane and in a certain sense schizophrenic universe, of which no sense whatsoever can be made. all conflict, jung were saying, all opposition has it's resolution in an underlying unity. you cannot understand the meaning of 'to be' unless you understand the meaning of 'not to be' you cannot understand the meaning of good unless you understand the meaning of evil. even st. thomas aquinas saw this, for he said: "that just as it is the silent pause which gives sweetness to the chant, so it is suffering and so it is evil which makes possible the recognition of virtue" this is not, as jung tries to explain, a philosophy of condoning the evil. to take the opposite, he said, and to agree with the patient off-hand is also of no use, but estranges him the patient as much as condemnation. let me continue further, reading from this extraordinary passage:

"healing may be called a religious problem. in the sphere of social or national relations, the state of suffering may be civil war, and this state is to be cured by the christian virtues of forgiveness and love of one's enemies. that which we recommend with the conviction of good christians, as applicable to external situations, we must also apply inwardly in the treatment of neurosis. this is why modern man has heard enough about guilt and sin. he is sorely beset by his own bad conscience and wants rather to know how he is to reconcile himself with his own nature. how he is to love the enemy in his own heart and call the wolf his brother. the modern man does not want to know in what way he can imitate christ, but in what way he can live his own individual life, however meager and uninteresting it may be. it is because every form of imitation seems to him deadening and sterile, that he rebells against the force of tradition that would hold him to well-trodden ways. all such roads lead for him in the wrong direction. he may not know it, but he behaves as if his own individual life were god's special will which must be fulfilled at all costs. this is the source of his egoism, which is one of the most tangible evils of the neurotic state. but the person who tells him he is too egoistic has already lost his confidence, and rightfully so, for that person has driven him still further into his neurosis. if i wish to effect a cure for my patients, i am forced to acknowledge the deep significance of their egoism. i should be blind indeed if i did not recognize it as a true will of god. i must even help the patient to prevail in his egoism. if he succeeds in this he estranges himself from other people, he drives them away, and they come to themselves as they should, for they were seeking to rob him of his sacred egoism. this must be left of him for it is his strongest and healthiest power. it is as i have said, a true will of god, which sometimes drives him into complete isolation. however wretched this state may be, it also stands him in good stead, for in this way alone can he get to know himself and learn what an invaluable treasure is the love of his fellow beings. it is moreover only in the complete state of abandonment and loneliness that we experience the helpful powers of our own natures."

this is a very striking example of jungs power to comprehend and integrate points of view as well as psychological attitudes that seem on the surface to be completely antithetical. for example, even in his own work, when he was devoting himself to the study of eastern philosophy, he had some difficulty in comprehending the, let's say the buddhistic, denial of the reality of the ego. but you can see that in practice, in what he was actually trying to get at, he was moving toward the same position which is intended in both the hindu and the buddhist philosophy about the nature of the ego. just for example as the hindu will say, that the "i" principle in man is not really a separate ego but an expression of the universal life of brahman or the god-head, so jung is saying here that the development of ego in man is a true will of god, and that it is only by following the ego, and developing it to it's full extend that one fulfills the function of this, you might say, temporary illusion in man's psychic life. for he goes on, he says here:

"when one has several times seen this development at work, one can no longer deny that what was evil has turned to good and that what seemed good kept alive the forces of evil. the arch demon of egoism leads us along the royal road to that in gathering which religious experience demands. what we observe here is a fundamental law of life: enantiodromia or 'conversion into the opposite'. and it is this that makes possible the reunion of the waring halves of the personality, and thereby brings the civil war to an end."

in other words he was seeing that, as blake said: "a fool who persists in his folly will become wise." that the development of egoism in man is not something to be overcome or better integrated by opposition to it, but by following it. it's almost, isn't it, the principle of judo: not overcoming what appears to be a hostile force by opposing it, but by swinging with the punch or rolling with the punch. and so by following the ego the ego transcends itself, and in this moment of insight, the great westerner who comes who comes out of a whole tradition of human personality which centers it upon the ego, upon individual separateness, by going along consistently with this principle comes to same position as the easterner. that is to say, to the point of view where one sees conflict which at first sight had seemed absolute, as resting on a primordial unity and thereby attaining a profound, unshakable peace of the heart, which can nevertheless contain conflict. not a peace that is simply static and lifeless but a peace that passes understanding.

alan watts.

(my transcription, sorry to the copyright and capitalization crazies!)