Say You Want a Rawvolution

Dong quai Helps gnostic feminine in us & organic source of E, better Aesthetic than injecting Pure hormones, important to do this in harmony w/ nature, not to become plastic , hey mebe we dont Match a totally stereotypical woman, but this is blessing! most TG Folk on utube r conforming to outside standards of womanhood, DONT comprimise ur unique! subtle definitely counts. the more Yin energy in o ur trans4mation, the more sacred it is, gently amplifying, Aura IS most of it not physical just think about what kind of dream, injection of anything causes, i want to be a woman but in a natural way, if i dont match up to every other girl, thats okay, moreso than a woman i am an individual still, not a fashion model on the runway, the all herbal approach is the one for me, i wish more people advocated this way on but i know we are out there, i have felt a large amount of fake energy in my life after i stopped taking DQ maybe this was because i was saying I was trans n people assumed it meant i was like other folk represented on youtube, no offence to them, some of them have really come a long way and look good, but just morally, spiritually, aesthetically for me, and many others I think there are other ways and other places on the spectrum which are also healing and these should be noted... we have self confidence we are women self defined, not just sheep following herd definitions, a big part of transgendered ness is being individual enough to say for yourself who you are, not others im glad i feel im starting to understand why i experienced that phenomena which I liked to being put on a train track to become some kind of robot woman, it just didnt have the sensitivity to my unique journey that i was looking for, but it probably happened because I posted on a transgendered forum for a while (and was later banned for writing about my spiritual explorations in gnosticism) and of course doing that, my energy kind of became connected to that, then they made it harder to put out my way of going through the process, and when I wasn't more vocal about it in other places, I kind of just was assumed to be like the more vocal people. It was like being on a leash, this is actually described i stories which talk about Winktes through history, being associated with dogs and stuff, but i feel the time of binding is over, hey we are women, we have come a long way, we have many shades and varieties and tastes, its not just one cut and dry thing, lets show the diversity... even moreso than just the outside stuff, inside, i think my body is happier when i take the Dong Quai, I sometimes can have a tendency just to not totally fulfill little every day things and stuff, but being better about it, actually does help me in the art of my life, and vision. while im not trying to be some kind of poster person for the world, just in my own tiny orbit of life, these things have significance and help my energy resonate moreso to who I truly am inside which can sometimes be hard to express outwardly, to someone who is not only transgendered, but also a poet, artist, and diagnosed as schizophrenic, which puts a different kind of shift on things. maybe though its special, because as this change happens the animals of the world will symbolically be liberated (i.e. taking the dog off the leash, trusting in the animal spirit as well as the animal spirit in ourselves, realizing we are animal and this does not mean lower) and well have better communication and less forcing against one another and stuff maybe its like a sacred renewal of our true communications and stuff... its like two spirited you know its meaning is two fold in two world http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4GC1Sw__ooE _ Energy Healing Wolf (revised)