Psychedelic Healing?

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This article originally appeared in the December/January 2008 issue of Scientific American Mind magazine. I would be happy to discuss the research that is presented in the article, and I welcome your questions and comments. I spent a good part of the past year working as the Guest Editor at MAPS (www.maps.org), and am very excited about all the new scientific research into psychedelic drugs. This article is illustrated by Sara Huntley -- who did this piece especially for RealitySandwich, and will also available to discuss any comments or questions. Sara has contributed to some of the MAPS Bulletins that I've edited and she did the illustrations for my new book. I look forward to hearing what the RealitySandwich community thinks about my article and the future of psychedelic drug research.

 

Mind-altering psychedelics, or hallucinogens, are back in the research labs, where their therapeutic applications -- rather than the illegal use -- are being explored. Studies are looking at psychedelics to treat a number of otherwise intractable psychiatric disorders, including chronic depression, posttraumatic stress disorder, and drug or alcohol dependency.

The past 15 years have seen a quiet resurgence of psychedelic drug research as scientists have come to recognize the long-underappreciated potential of these drugs. In the past few years, a growing number of studies using human volunteers have begun to explore the possible therapeutic benefits of drugs such as LSD, psilocybin, DMT, MDMA, ibogaine and ketamine.

Much remains unclear about the precise neural mechanisms governing how these drugs produce their mind-bending results, but they often produce somewhat similar psychoactive effects that make them potential therapeutic tools. Though still in their preliminary stages, studies in humans suggest that the day when people can schedule a psychedelic session with their therapist to overcome a serious psychiatric problem may not be that far off.

 

The Trip Begins

Psychedelic drug research began in 1897, when the German chemist Arthur Heffter first isolated mescaline, the primary psychoactive compound in the peyote cactus. In 1943 Swiss chemist Albert Hofmann discovered the hallucinogenic effects of LSD (lysergic acid diethylamide) at Sandoz Pharmaceuticals in Basel while studying ergot, a fungus that grows on rye. Then, 15 years later, in 1958, he was the first to isolate psilocybin and psilocin-the psychoactive components of the Mexican "magic mushroom," Psilocybe mexicana.

Prior to 1972 close to 700 studies with psychedelic drugs took place. The research suggested that psychedelics offered significant benefits in easing the teetotaling of alcoholics, the anxieties of terminal cancer patients and the symptoms of many difficult-to-treat psychiatric illnesses, such as obsessive-compulsive disorder.

For example, studies by Stanislav Grof and colleagues at the Spring Grove State Hospital in Baltimore with terminal cancer patients between 1967 and 1972 showed that LSD combined with psychotherapy could alleviate symptoms of depression, tension, anxiety, sleep disturbances, psychological withdrawal and even severe physical pain. Other investigators during this era found that LSD may have some interesting potential as a means to facilitate creative problem-solving (see sidebar: "A Spark for Creativity?" ).

Between 1972 and 1990 there were no human studies with psychedelic drugs. Their disappearance was the result of a political backlash that followed the promotion of these drugs by the 1960s counterculture. This reaction not only made these substances illegal for personal use but also made it extremely difficult for researchers to get government approval to study them.

Things began to change in 1990 when "open-minded regulators at the FDA decided to put science before politics when it came to psychedelic and medical marijuana research," says Rick Doblin, a public policy expert and head of the Multidisciplinary Association for Psychedelic Studies (MAPS). "FDA openness to research is really the key factor. Also, senior researchers who were influenced by psychedelics in the sixties now are speaking up before they retire and have earned credibility." Chemist and neuropharmacologist David E. Nichols of Purdue University adds, "Baby boomers who experienced the psychedelic sixties are now mature scientists and clinicians who have retained their curiosity but only recently had the opportunity to reexplore these substances."

 

Research Begins Anew

The efforts of two privately funded organizations have catalyzed much of the recent wave of research: a California-based group called the Multidisciplinary Association for Psychedelic Studies (MAPS), founded in 1986 by Doblin, and The Heffter Research Institute, a New Mexico-based organization started in 1993. Outside the U.S. are groups such as the Beckley Foundation in England and the Russian Psychedelic Society. These groups seek out interested researchers, assist in developing the experimental design for the studies, and help to obtain funding and government approval to conduct clinical trials. They have initiated numerous FDA-approved clinical trials in the U.S., Switzerland, Israel and Spain. So far the agency has approved seven studies, with two under review and more on the way.

Current studies are focusing on psychedelic treatments for cluster headaches, depression, obsessive-compulsive disorder (OCD), severe anxiety in terminal cancer patients, posttraumatic stress disorder (PTSD), alcoholism and opiate addiction. New drugs must pass three clinical milestones before they can be marketed to the public, called Phase I (for safety, usually in 20 to 80 volunteers), Phase II (for efficacy, in several hundred subjects) and Phase III (more extensive data on safety and efficacy come from testing the drug in up to several thousand people). All the studies discussed in this article have received government approval, and their investigators are either in the process of recruiting human subjects or have begun or completed research on human subjects in the first or second stage of this trial process.

Psychedelic drugs affect all mental functions: perception, emotion, cognition, body awareness and one's sense of self. Unlike every other class of drugs, psychedelic drug effects depend heavily on the environment and expectations of the subject, which is why combining them with psychotherapy is so vital.

"Psychedelics may be therapeutic to the extent that they elicit processes that are known to be useful in a therapeutic context: transference reactions and working through them; enhanced symbolism and imagery; increased suggestibility; increased contact between emotions and ideations; controlled regression; etcetera," says psychiatrist Rick Strassman of the University of New Mexico School of Medicine, who from 1990 to 1995 performed the first human study using psychedelic drugs in about 20 years, investigating the effects of DMT on 60 human subjects. "This all depends, though, on set and setting," he cautions. "These same properties could also be turned to very negative experiences, if the support and expectation for a beneficial experience aren't there."

 

Mechanisms and Targets

Scientists divide classical psychedelic drugs into two basic chemical groups: tryptamines (such as LSD, DMT and psilocybin) and phenethylamines (such as mescaline and MDMA). In addition, some people consider so-called dissociative anesthetics (such as ketamine and PCP) to be psychedelic drugs, although the way they affect the brain is quite different.

The exact mechanisms differ, but all of the tryptamine hallucinogens-which make up the majority of psychedelic drugs-selectively bind to specific serotonin receptors on neurons, mimicking the effect of serotonin on these receptors. Phenethylamines mimic the chemical structure of another neurotransmitter, dopamine. They actually bind to many of the same serotonin receptors activated by the tryptamines, however. Serotonin is responsible for many important functions, including mood, memory, appetite, sex and sleep. It is such an essential neurochemical that any substance-such as a hallucinogen-that interferes with its action might be expected to produce dramatic changes in brain function.

How do the drugs create their perceptual effects? Neuroscientists believe that activation of serotonin 2A receptors, which are highly expressed (or present) in the cortex, the outermost layer of the brain, interferes with the processing of sensory information. Consciousness is thought to involve a complex interaction between the cortex, an area known as the thalamus and another region called the striatum. Disruption of this network by activation of serotonin 2A receptors is now the most popular theory for the mechanism of action for tryptamine and phenethylamine psychedelics.

"There are at least two possible mechanisms for beneficial actions," Nichols says. The first simply involves a change in the numbers of brain serotonin 2A receptors. Activation of serotonin 2A receptors by psychedelics causes the number of receptors expressed on the surface of neurons to decrease, a process called downregulation. For some disorders, such OCD, it may be this receptor downregulation that could be therapeutic. The other possible mechanism is a psychological effect that is harder to define, but in some way produces profound changes in the way the subject perceives pain and distress. Psychedelics seem able to produce a profound cognitive change that provides the patient with a new insight, able to see the world with a new perspective, somehow reducing anxiety, and raising the pain threshold."

MDMA (3,4-methylenedioxy-N-methylamphetamine) is also chemically classified as a phenethylamine, but its action in the brain is substantially different from that of other drugs discussed in this article. "In contrast to most psychedelics, MDMA does not directly stimulate serotonin 2A receptors but instead causes dopamine, serotonin and norepinephrine [another neurotransmitter] to be released from their stores in neuron endings," Nichols says. There is some controversy about whether MDMA has neurotoxic effects. Most researchers believe, however, that the occasional moderate use of MDMA at therapeutic doses would not be damaging. There have been no recent studies using mescaline, although MAPS plans to initiate some in the future.

In contrast to the traditional psychedelics, the dissociative anesthetics selectively bind to N-methyl-D-aspartic acid (NMDA) receptors, blocking the neurotransmitter glutamate from activating these receptors. "Because glutamate is an essential neurotransmitter that activates neurons, this blocking effect seems to prevent the processing of sensory information by the brain,"

Ketamine appears to hold particular promise as a psychedelic therapy because it is already among the selections in Western medicine's pharmacopoeia. In addition to being part of a different chemical class of drugs than the other psychedelics, ketamine is in a separate legal class as an FDA-approved schedule III drug. This designation means that any physician can administer it for an off-label use if he or she believes it will help the patient.

Although some research indicates that psychedelic drugs may enhance suggestibility and certain aspects of psychotherapy, the benefits of dissociative anesthetics such as ketamine and ibogaine may simply be the result of enduring biochemical changes in the brain. For example, in 2006 Carlos Zarate of the National Institute of Mental Health published a study demonstrating ketamine's unusual antidepressant properties [see "Good News about Depression," by Walter Brown; Scientific American Mind, June/July 2007]. A single infusion of ketamine relieved symptoms of depression in some patients within a few hours, and that relief persisted for several days.

This was the third study that demonstrated ketamine's powerful and enduring antidepressant effects. In one intriguing finding from one of the previous studies, subjects received the ketamine as an anesthetic for orthopedic surgery -- so they were not even conscious during the mind-altering portion of the drug's action in the brain and the antidepressant effects occurred post-operatively.

In other work seeking to help cure addicts, a preliminary ketamine study, in which psychiatrist Evgeny Krupitsky of St. Petersburg, Russia, treated 59 patients with heroin dependency, produced encouraging results. And the Iboga Therapy House in Vancouver, Canada, has recently begun a study that has so far successfully treated three out of 20 opiate-addicted subjects with ibogaine. The experimental procedure substantially reduced the withdrawal symptoms associated with opiate addiction, helping the addicts to recover and break their dependency on the drug.

 

OCD, Cluster Headaches and Cancer

In addition to the promising work with ibogaine and the dissociative anesthetics, progress is also being made in the study of conventional psychedelics. In 2006 investigators at the Johns Hopkins School of Medicine published the results of a six-year project on the effects of psilocybin, in which more than 60 percent of the participants reported positive changes in their attitude and behavior after taking the drug, a benefit that lasted for at least several months.

In another 2006 study, researchers at the University of Arizona, led by psychiatrist Francisco Moreno, found that psilocybin relieved the symptoms of nine patients with OCD. The patients suffered from a wide range of obsessions and compulsions. Some of them showered for hours; others put on their clothes over and over again until they felt right. All nine experienced improvements with at least some of the doses tested.

"What we saw was a drastic decrease in symptoms for a period of time," Moreno says. "People would report that it had been years since they had felt so good." Moreno cautions that the goal was simply to test the safety of administering psilocybin to OCD patients and that the true effectiveness of the drug is still in question until a larger controlled study can be conducted. Such a study is being planned, although there are currently no funds available for it. According to Moreno, however, no treatment in the medical literature eases OCD symptoms as fast as psilocybin does. Whereas other drugs take several weeks to show an effect, psilocybin worked almost immediately.

Preliminary results of a current study led by psychiatrist Charles Grob of the Harbor-UCLA Medical Center suggest that psilocybin may reduce the psychological distress associated with terminal cancer. This research seeks to measure the effectiveness of psilocybin on the reduction of anxiety, depression and physical pain in advanced-stage cancer patients. Grob's study is almost complete; 11 out of 12 subjects have already been treated. Although the formal data analysis has not been completed, "my impression," Grob says, "from just staying in touch with these people and following them is that some do seem to befunctioning better psychologically. There seems to be less anxiety, improved mood and an overall improved quality of life. There also seems to be less fear of death."

The first studies of psychedelic drugs at Harvard since 1965 are also now under way. In one study, psychiatrist John Halpern and his colleagues are looking into using LSD and psilocybin to treat the debilitating symptoms of cluster headaches. The researchers, who are in the process of recruiting subjects, will probably begin trials in early 2008.

 

Acute Anxiety and PTSD

Another study at Harvard, also led by Halpern, will look into MDMA-assisted psychotherapy in subjects with anxiety associated with advanced-stage cancer-similar to Grob's psilocybin study-using measures to evaluate anxiety, pain and overall quality of life. This study is also in the process of recruiting human subjects.

Psychiatrist Michael Mithoefer in Charleston, S.C., is running an MDMA study for treatment-resistant PTSD victims of crime, war or childhood sexual abuse. So far 17 out of 20 such subjects have already undergone the experimental therapy. "At this point the results are very promising," Mithoefer says. "I think we're seeing pretty strong, robust effects in some people. I hasten to add these are preliminary findings-we're not ready to draw conclusions yet. But assuming it keeps going this way for the rest of the study, it certainly seems that there's very good reason to go on to larger phase III trials."

Although we are still in the early days of psychedelic therapy research, the initial data show considerable promise. A growing number of scientists believe that psychedelic drugs may offer safe and effective help for people with certain treatment-resistant psychiatric disorders and possibly help some people who receive partial relief from current methods to obtain a more complete healing.

 

A Spark for Creativity?

Nobel Prize winners Francis Crick and Kary Mullis reportedly attributed part of their breakthrough scientific insights to psychedelic drugs. And architect Kyosho Izumi's LSD-inspired design of the ideal psychiatric hospital won a commendation for outstanding achievement from the American Psychiatric Association. Others scoff at the notion that the drugs deserve the credit. What do studies say?

In 1955 psychiatrist Louis Berlin investigated the effects of mescaline and LSD on the painting abilities of four nationally recognized artists. Although the study showed that the artists' technical abilities were hampered, a group of independent art critics judged the experimental paintings to have "greater aesthetic value" than the artists' usual work.

Two years later Los Angeles psychiatrist Oscar Janiger asked 60 prominent artists to paint a Native American doll before taking LSD and then again while under its influence. A panel of independent art critics and historians then evaluated the results. Members generally agreed that the craftsmanship of the second set of paintings suffered, but many of those pieces received higher marks for imagination.

In 1965 psychologist James Fadiman and social scientist Willis Harman of San Francisco State College administered mescaline to workers in various fields as they sought a creative solution for a professional problem. After some psychological preparation, subjects worked individually on their problem throughout their mescaline session. Psychological tests, subjective reports, and the eventual industrial or commercial validation and acceptance of the finished product or final solution measured the output of each volunteer. Virtually all individuals produced solutions judged highly creative and satisfactory by these standards.

Psychologist Stanley Krippner of the Saybrook Graduate School and Research Center in San Francisco, however, remains skeptical. "It is naive to claim that psychedelics produce creative experience," he argues. "At best, they may be one of many factors that result in something new that comes into being."

 

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Further Reading

*Hallucinogens. D. E. Nichols in Pharmacology & Therapeutics, Vol. 101, No. 2, pages 131-181; February 2004.

*Safety, Tolerability, and Efficacy of Psilocybin in 9 Patients with Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder. F. A. Moreno, C. B. Wiegand, E. K. Taitano and P. L. Delgado in Journal of Clinical Psychiatry, Vol. 67, No. 11, pages 1735-1740; November 2006.

*The Use of Psilocybin in Patients with Advanced Cancer and Existential Anxiety. C. S. Grob in Psychedelic Medicine: New Evidence for Hallucinogenic Substances as Treatments, Vol. 1. Edited by Michael J. Winkelman and Thomas B. Roberts. Praeger/Greenwood Publishing Group, 2007.

*MDMA-Assisted Psychotherapy for the Treatment of Posttraumatic Stress Disorder. M. Mithoefer. Ibid.

*The Multidisciplinary Association for Psychedelic Studies (MAPS) publishes a quarterly bulletin that reports on the status of current scientific research into psychedelic substances: www.maps.org

 

Image by Sara Huntley. Sara is a visual artist and fire poi performer. Her work has appeared in the MAPS Bulletin, and she did the illustrations for the book Detox with Oral Chelation by David Jay Brown (Smart Publications, 2008). Sara is currently working on a degree in Fine Arts at the University of California, Santa Cruz, and is writing and illustrating a science fiction graphic novel. To find out more about Sara’s work visit: www.myspace.com/machineagemaya. Or contact Sara at: huntley.sara (at) gmail (dot) com. 

Comments

They certainly helped me.

Well, all I can really speak of is my own experience:  and, from that viewpoint, psychadelics can most definitely be amongst the most therapeutic substances ever.  Briefly:

All of my conscious life, I have battled horrible depression (I was actually born 3 months premature...I often think that -- even the warmth of my mother's womb -- I was like, "Screw this place...I wanna go back!").  This reached a crescendo when I went to college, and I dropped out after failing several classes, after becoming so depressed I literally didn't get out of bed for most of the day. 

Forced to move back home, I came to a conclusion:  I was too much of a coward to take my own life...but there was an alternative!  The D.A.R.E. program had me basically convinced that if you do drugs, you have a really good time...and then die suddenly.  This sounded like a good solution to me!

Many of my old early highschool friends had gone down 'the hippie road', and so I was fortunate that it was psychadelics that I first tried.  Had it been heroin, coke, etc...the results might have been less, ah, satisfactory. =P

The result was quite different from what I had expected.  Beginning with MDMA, I started to see the world as a magical place...somewhere that isn't that bad to be at all, in spite of having its difficulties.  I began to recognize the indescribable beauty surrounding me.  I grew closer to these friends, and was able to share things about myself that I had kept secret from the world, and let go of others that had beaten my psyche into the dirt.

Then came LSD.  I dove headfirst into shamanism (Michael Harner's The Way of the Shaman is where I cut my eyeteeth as far as indigeneous shamanic practices), consciousness expansion and research (Dan Millman's Way of the Peaceful Warrior was my first book more in this area), and began walking what I -- to this day -- refer to as The Path.  I have been through many different places...but still it is the same Road.

While it didn't stay good (mostly because I lost my respect for the substances...familiarity and contempt, and all that); still the benefits of my time as a 'psychonaut' changed me forever, and for the better. 

I still have my bad days of depression, and I still have my problems...but I don't want to kill myself anymore.  I don't think of the world as an inherently terrible place (though I am not a fan of current society).  I feel motivated to try to change both my life, and the lives of those around me, for the better.

I truly hope that this line of research continues, and that more persons can be helped, healed, and just plain 'woken up' by these very powerful and useful tools.

Just don't take them for granted, or they can kick your A__!  ^_^

 

"You must *be* the change you wish to see in the world." Mahatma Gandhi

The world is more mysterious than we CAN Imagine!

This is what I wrote during my first experience: "I've never felt so alive before. I think of the present in a very far off, distant way. I'm aware. What can I do." Many people, myself included, need to tangibly see their boundaries dissolve in order to even consider that the world may be more mysterious than we ever imagined. Just one glimpse of freedom, and I never looked back. Since we're collectively going through a death and rebirth experience in this transformative time, psycadelics are the perfect microcosmic catalyst.

 

 If we're pushing them through the system under the guise of curing specific disorders, aren't we hiding their true purpose - to dissolve the need for any system? (and cure the ultimate disorder - fixation with rigid, external beliefs, laws and separation from our humanity?)

 

 But the work is useful in that it lets your average middleclass person see that there are extremely smart, organized people working with these substances, and that they have very positive, personal results.

 

My point is that it's a stepping stone and not the ultimate goal of letting people think for themselves, without relying on a doctor to say, "Yes, this will cure you, and it's legal and respectable."

Stepping stones

"My point is that it's a stepping stone and not the ultimate goal of letting people think for themselves, without relying on a doctor to say, "Yes, this will cure you, and it's legal and respectable.""

Tis true, tis true.  The nice thing about psychedelics, though, as most of us have found (although it doesn't always seem very nice at the time): they tend to bring their own lessons, in spite of what we had planned for the 'trip' (though that may be accomplished as well).  

That's what happened in the '60's, or at least that was part of it. 

And they aren't ignorant of that fact:  to this day (last I checked) if you are caught with like a book or more of LSD, you can be accused of attempt to overthrow the American government.

 

 

"You must *be* the change you wish to see in the world." Mahatma Gandhi

Salvinorin A

An important psychedelic compound that I didn't cover in this article is Salvinorin A--the major psychoactive component of the Mexican hallucinogenic plant Salvia divinorum. Salvinorin A is considered by a number of researchers to be an attractive compound for pharmacological development because it is a selective and potent kappa-opioid receptor agonist with unique structural properties, strong effects on human mood, and low toxicity. There has been increasing scientific evidence that the pharmacological properties of Salvinorin A and/or its chemical analogs may have applications as an antidepressant and pain reliever, as well as possibly treating some types of stroke, Alzheimer's disease, and stimulant drug dependence.

Salvia Divinorum

I have only smoked Salvia, and I found the overall experiences to be a) up there with the single most drive-you-into-the-couch intense psychedelic trips I had ever taken (I've never tried DMT, but it sounds comparable at least) and b) (in some ways related to a) the least comfortable physically.  I felt like there was a steel bar going straight down my spine, and I was simultaneously being pulled to the left and down.  Others I explored with reported a similar experience.  I'm told that oral ingestion is much more chill and teaching, and I may try it again one day with that in mind. 

In fact, I'm told native users of the plant were horrified to learn it was being smoked, believing that to be the torture and injury of the accompanying spirit.  

It is interesting to learn of its possible pharmacological applications.  From what I understand, it operates (chemically) quite differently from the usual entheogens.

 

 

"You must *be* the change you wish to see in the world." Mahatma Gandhi

Salvinorin A

>It is interesting to learn of its possible pharmacological applications. From what I understand, it operates (chemically) quite differently from the usual entheogens.

University of North Carolina Medical School biochemist Bryan Roth’s research with Salvinorin A helped to establish its action as a kappa-opioid receptor agonist. Roth and colleagues discovered that Salvinorin A potently and selectively binds to kappa-opioid receptors, and that it had no significant activity on other neural receptors. Unlike most other psychedelic drugs, Salvinorin A has no actions at the serotonin 2A receptor--which is the principal molecular target responsible for the psychedelic effects of LSD, psilocybin, DMT, and mescaline. Salvinorin A is the first non-alkaloid psychedelic ever discovered, and it is the most powerful natural psychedelic known.

Therapy

Shrooms and X and DMT all did amazing things for my spirit in the long run. No one should over-do these things though.

And what of the bad trip? There had to be the occasional taker who freaked out a bit. In my experience, shrooms also carry the possibility of making things worse.

 

"Life without music would be a mistake" - Friedrich Nietzsche

Bad Trips

Yeah, I had to stop because things just started getting crazy.  More and more bad trips, and the bad trips getting worse and worse (for myself and several of the people I was exploring with.  We all stopped together, figuring it to be a sign or whatnot).  Eventually, you lost the expectation of a good experience, and that anxiety only made more likely a bad experience.  Downward spiral.  

I've tripped a few times in the almost-decade since, just to get over the fear.  None of them were that great, though.  Now, when I trip, I get the impression (even sometimes the auditory hallucination of someone saying) that it is time for me to move on, that they have taught me all they can.  

Maybe a few years down the line I'll get some chakras unblocked and I'll get the urge to try again, and they will feel I'm ready to hear more. 

Never say never...'cause Infinity will prove ya wrong.  ^_^

 

"You must *be* the change you wish to see in the world." Mahatma Gandhi

My last mushroom trip was a

My last mushroom trip was a bad one, but that was three and a half years ago, and I've grown so much since then. I plan on doing them again this spring, when the weather warms up here in Austin, and give the Barton Creek greenbelt a chance to flow again (we've had a helluva drought here in Central Texas). I'd love to see my new-found spirituality inside shrooms.

My best, most enlightening trip ever was at the greenbelt (coming up on four years ago), where I could imagine no cities, and for the first time ever saw the connectivity between everything, I caught a glimpse of it. I definitely wouldn't be on RS if it weren't for the mostly positive experiences I had with physchodelics.

Even very recently, as in a week and a half ago, I took some DMT, and it truly is the spirit drug. I was listening to a string quartet cover of Radiohead's "No Surprises"

 

Here's prose and a poem I wrote immediately after....

I saw the most vivid swirling colors, and a woman, the most beautiful with long hair and a bit curling toward the bottom, and could only see her from the side, and her back, and she was caressing and kissing and loving with so much passion, and she was the source of the swirling colors, orange and red and green mostly, and I felt another world within me. I could feel the beauty. It was the moment I’ve been waiting for and I could see it all so clearly again, I was one! And it was so comforting that I let out a sigh. Then I woke my eyes and saw the depth and vibrancy in the world around me, and was so deep inside of reality. And I loved everything and everyone I saw with a whole and entire gladness I was giving out to them. And now I’ve seen how great the world can be, and my soul is so happy. I started humming highly to Radiohead and felt the connection with the higher spirit, I was so comforted by it. And now I think it may be my purpose to find this woman somehow, or maybe she will find me one day.

 

Kaleidoscope Glass

 

sinking like melting

water into sunset colors

swirling vibrancy

 

brown strands and falling down backs

loving touch she kisses stranger

than surprised connects incense

and violin songs swaying inside

 

comfort sighs deep

breaths into new
dimensions strayed upon

by smoky breathing

inhales of joyousness

spread thick on skin

and tripping eye lids

 

see one loved woman

exude orange redness

prayed on green walls

and search other souls

I’ve seen in journeys

 

she sways into lakes

I swam to see her in kaleidoscope glass

lifted like an optimistic chorus"

 

"Life without music would be a mistake" - Friedrich Nietzsche

this is a dangerous topic

Yeah, I could type a mile about this one too. My body doesn't need mind altering party flavors anymore. If I feel the urge to eat some stems and caps again I most certainly will, I just don't right now.

There's a point when it stops being fun (ha ha funny) and starts becoming enlightening. When that inner reflection hit me in my teenage years it stopped being fun, and I started feeling things in the world that I already knew were there, but never grasped the true significance of. After reaching that level repeatedly, I became aware that there was nothing else at that stage of my life to gain from the trip. But I kept doing it anyways and it showed me how much of an addict I was, which made me feel shitty and have a bad trip. Then there were other times when the trip was good but something off the wall happened, that would only happen when your tripping, and the whole thing flips on you. And the wonderful world of no return when you get some bad shit. The tabs that take weeks or months to retain a level of normalcy afterwards.

I hadn't done it for years until the end of 07. It was just like it used to be but I wasn't, and neither was the world around me. I didn't have the insecurities I did when I was younger, I had graduated. But more than that, it wasn't like I was skipping school and being caught by the trip police, it was more like tripping with God in the teacher's lounge. School was definitely out for me in that arena, time for new things.That is a sacred place for your mind to enter and it shouldn't be abused.

Also, I think the medical benefits of psychedelics have been know for decades by Lawmakers and for millennia by Tribal Peoples. If people believe in something than by all means speak your mind, take it to the court, and fight for it. But if anything was going to be changed about the current laws I think it would've been done years ago. The last time, before a special week in the summer, that a huge group of people tuned in was the 60's. You had a wave of the best revolutionary music ever, and you completely changed the way the world was looked at. The gov freaked out and managed to stop it. Doesn't seem wise to 'me' to test them in that way, or talk about it. Some things make sense, and others don't. Who do the gov think they are to tell anyone what they can and can't do to their own body? Quit playin, Stop it... 

And if any teenagers read this- don't try DMT or Special K. You need to have some serious experience before even stepping foot in that arena or you may get stuck in the rabbit hole. No one told me that when I was heavily experimenting, and if they had I would've told 'em "Don't wait up" and then jumped in head first. 

DMT and Ketamine...

DMT seems to work best orally w/ an MAOI rather than smoked or snorted and K is better intramuscularlly ingected to threshold level rather than IV or snorted, the reason is the realtion of onset to set and setting...IMHO,

this isn't common knowledge though...also a small group using Ketamine in this manner along w/ psilocybin can later varify each others individual experiences w/out prompting but who could possibly get funding to do an experiement to confirm this? Yet an interdisciplinary enclave with freedom to explore could confirm these things and find new and amazing things besides.

legal reconsidering?

hi david,

when we look at our accelerating financial and ecological meltdown, it seems obvious that our society needs new ideas and inspirations. The psychedelic experience in the 1960s led millions of people to question the status quo and change their way of being. Many scientific and artistic breakthroughs have been associated with psychedelic use, and people as diverse as Steve Job, Karry Mullis, and John Lennon have attested to their influence.

Beyond the MAPS approach, which is great but incremental, do you think its possible to execute a more rapid strategy for having the psychedelic experience reconsidered in the mainstream, and having these substances accepted by society?  

"Will the transformation."-Rilke

outside the culture at large...

it might be nice to have a safe zone where artists,scientists and other creative types could explore new ideas w/ various adjuncts to the process, however there is always the risk of such a place becoming a concentration camp...if there was a place like Black Mountain but on a larger scale.

sortof like the popular scifi tv show eureka except w/out the defense industry tie-in. Almost like the Maths in Stephenson's Anathem , only less isolated, yet still self contained, that could work, better to start small with less variables than try to convince the raging masses to drop their preconceived notions without proof of concept.

A Manhattan project...

to end the causes of war, poverty and sickness...

they'll prolly...

just send us to Antarctica, sortof Xerox Parka...;-)

Re: legal reconsidering?

 

>Beyond the MAPS approach, which is great but incremental, do you think its possible to execute a more rapid strategy for having the psychedelic experience reconsidered in the mainstream, and having these substances accepted by society?

 

I've thought about your question quite a bit, as I think that that little is more important, although I haven't come up with any brilliant approaches toward accomplishing this. It's a tricky situation. As you point out, it seems pretty clear that our planet is currently in a deep ecological and spiritual crisis, and that there isn’t a whole lot of time left to rescue our biosphere from serious damage. I’ve personally witnessed how psychedelic experiences can psychologically transform people, how those very human traits that seem to be at the root of our problems as a species--ecological blindness, greed, shortsightedness, rigid belief systems, ego-centeredness, fear, prejudice, anger, pain, etc.--can transform into a greater sense of compassion, empathy, insight, and ecological awareness. Personally, I don’t know of anything else besides psychedelics that can so consistently and so completely transform people, in such positive, healthy ways, so quickly--over night, like Scrooge in The Christmas Carol. This knowledge motivates me, and it’s why I believe so strongly in what MAPS is doing--because we don't have much time left. 

 

I've wondered if there are other, perhaps more rapid, avenues toward getting psychedelics integrated into mainstream society--before it's too late--than slowly approving them for medical use. It's no secret that psychedelics have played an instrumental role in numerous scientific breakthroughs, creative insights, technological advances, spiritual awakenings, political movements, and artistic creations. Since psychedelics effect all aspects of the human mind, they effect every aspect of human culture. Science, art, technology, medicine, politics, philosophy, and spirituality have all been transformed by individuals experienced with the psychedelic mind state--and I think that they contain our greatest hope for a viable future. However, as you know, the mainstream culture tends to either demonize or trivialize the transformative power of psychedelics, although this appears to be slowly changing. I think that one of the best things that we can be doing to help promote the psychedelic agenda is by communicating about it--sharing our experiences with others and communicating what we've learned. This why I've tried to demonstrate in my interview books the creative role that psychedelics have played in inspiring some of the greatest minds of our time. We're already everywhere--psychedelic agents have already infiltrated every cultural system on the planet--and it's just a matter of time, I think, before we take over and everyone starts to wake up.

 

I'll be curious to hear what others think.

 

Long Time Coming

>>>We're already everywhere--psychedelic agents have already infiltrated every cultural system on the planet--and it's just a matter of time, I think, before we take over and everyone starts to wake up.

I had to laugh when I read this - its exactly they way we all felt in the late 60'a, early 70's.  Its been 40 years since Jim Morrison sang:

" The old get older and the young get stronger
May take a week and it may take longer.
They got the guns, but we got the numbers
Gonna win, yeah, we're taking over."

It took longer.  :-)

I do feel there's a new psychedelic renaissance going on, like a second wave coming around in the spiral.  And that must have something to do with the increasing urgency of our planetary crisis.  Hopefully we can do it this time, reach that critical mass of expanded consciousness to turn this ship around.

incredible naivety or ?

do you think its possible to execute a more rapid strategy for having the psychedelic experience reconsidered in the mainstream, and having these substances accepted by society?



The only reason i can see that DP is still asking these questions , other than an incredible naivety, is so that he can sell books to a naive niche market he has cornered.



A mainstream and a society that largely consists of zombies, brainwashed victims and sleepwalkers is going to "accept" psychedelics? when they can't even accept the plainly obvious , such as the 9/11 scam for example? when they put up with the likes of GWB, Sarkozy, or that Italian dick as their "leaders"? Hey, they've even named Houston airport after Bush, the Nazi son of a Nazi !



Get real, or yr sandwich is just full of hot air.



The sooner people accept that "society" is not your friend, nor is it run by reasonable democrats who will openmindedly discuss and consider new ideas according to their merit for humankind, the sooner we can start seeing some actual positive change. Otherwise all we'll see is more kissing of asses and more widespread misery.

very possible

That could lead to a mass exodus this summer

The Psychedelic Society

Maybe the government could stop demonizing and imprisoning those that commit harmless acts. They could stop trying to force others to live by someone else's idea of right and wrong. People could sign waivers saying they are totally liable for doing psychedelics/entheogens. Let's implement psychedelic/enthogenic licenses.

-please mr. president elect?

there is a very dark side to such an approach...

once signed it could never be unsigned and would be available to law enforcement, which is never entirely under government control, for the purposes of harassment and by proxy to employers or other institutions that would discriminate or worse...the whole of culture is NOT evolved enough to deal w/ such and licensing and personal freedom are mutually exclusive in this case. Would it be prudent to require all gays to have a license to have same sex intimate contact? Its easy to see where that would lead in homophobic communities so why would it be different for entheogen users in entheogenphobic communities?

>Would it be prudent to

>Would it be prudent to require all gays to have a license to have same sex intimate contact? Its easy to see where that would lead in homophobic communities so why would it be different for entheogen users in entheogenphobic communities?

I see your point and I certainly understand your concern. It's easy to see how that information could be abused. However, entheogen use is a bit different than sexual preferences, I think. Learning how to use entheogens safely and properly requires some education, and I tend to agree with Tim Leary's idea that powerful psychoactive drugs should require a license for use, like an automobile or pilot's license. Psychedelics hold incredible potential for healing, creative insight, psychological integration, and spiritual revelation--but they can also amplify psychological problems, fears, and emotional instability under the wrong circumstances and cause lasting harm. I think that one should undergo some sort of shamanic or psychological training first, and be able to demonstrate that he or she can use these substances responsibly. This should apply to all drugs, I think, including alcohol, and one can loss one's privileges if he or she acts irresponsibly under the influence of a psychoactive substance and endangers others. It bothers me when I see people who blame their improper behavior on drugs. If one can't be responsible for their behavior under the influence of a drug then he or she shouldn't ever do that drug. Wise people use drugs wisely and stupid people use drugs stupidly. Other thoughts?

Pre-Teaching

"I think that one should undergo some sort of shamanic or psychological training first, and be able to demonstrate that he or she can use these substances responsibly."

 

I've long thought something like this.  Meditation practice, shadow work, etc, should be a requisite before taking psychadelics for the first time.  Some sort of control over -- or at least knowledge of -- mind and emotion. 

By being something that must be 'earned', it fosters a sense of respect and reverence.  It serves as a reminder of the sacred nature of what one is about to undergo; and provides tools to help get the most out of it while there. 

It is a slippery slope, though.  Who sets the definition of responsible use?  Who decides what meditation classes/shamanic traditions/psychological models are acceptable to the 'curriculum'?  Who gets the final authority to say, "yes, this one can use", or, "no, this one is not responsible enough"?

That doesn't necessarily mean that it shouldn't be implemented, only that doing so should be carefully considered.  The negatives may end up outweighing the positives. 

Authoritarian dominator hierarchy seems to get us in trouble every time. =P

Probably best just to follow it as good advice -- a sort of psychedelic 'best practice' -- when helping someone else explore for the first time; instead of legislating it.

As far as the responsibility for actions issue, I feel that inebreation should be absolutely no excuse or mitigating circumstance whatsoever.  

If you can't handle yo' business, you have no business doing it.

 

"You must *be* the change you wish to see in the world." Mahatma Gandhi

remember

"Psychedelic drugs cause paranoia, confusion, and total loss of reality in politicians that have never taken them" -- Dr. Timothy Leary ...

 

so much more so regulatory agencies, community watchdogs, etc. Any attempt at regulation by license  can not be implemented without a database of those regulated and that information would never be secure and in fact would be in the hands of the enemy from its inception. Entheogen use and sexual preference ARE different but prejudice always follows the same patterns regardless of its target...Caveat Emptor

license to iLL

I hit rock bottom in my life 5 long years ago when my reckless drug use led to a lurid heroin addiction. I ended up doing prison time and I deserved every day I got. There were extreme conditions in my environment that fueled what happened, but ultimately it was all of my bad choices that got me there. If none of that had happened to me I wouldn't be the person I am today, so I'm thankful for all of that hell on earth I put myself through. I think everyone's path is so very uniquely different that it would be hard to develop a plan or test for someone to take to receive a license, although not impossible. Vision Questing is always there?

Grassroots Tidal Wave

>>> I think that one should undergo some sort of shamanic or psychological training first, and be able to demonstrate that he or she can use these substances responsibly.

That would be ideal - the traditional societies that use these substances have just this understanding.  But its never going to happen here unless the psychedelics can come from the shadows and have some kind of mainstream acceptance.  

Scholarship, careful use by intellectual elites, that's a good thing.  But to change the world, it needs to be *everywhere*.  The psychedelic movement of the 60's was only possible because the of the mass production and distribution of the sacrament.  If we see that again, if we can get it to the people, then there is hope. 

It won't come from the government, it will rise up from the streets.  Can we then *change* the policies, and free the entheogens from the shackles of prohibition?  Yes we can!  :-)

Psychedelics has come to mainstream once again

Yes, we were in the freezer for a few decades after the experiments during the 70's.

But the truth is it's almost 2009 and time has showed us we can not hide psychedelics under the carpet and pretend it's not there.

So, psychedelic research is back.And so is psychedelic healing and psychedelic (.)

Facing a world of fear and violence of today, healing per se is in hype and the benefits we gain from researching with these substances is amazing!!

We are seeing little by little more people being affected by this research. Terminal cancer patients go to CNN and talk about their mushroom experience conducted by her own doctor. Iraq vet wars come back with their emotions fully denigrated and are restored to a loving life through MDMA treatments.

There are many more examples like LSD used for cluster headaches or Medical Marijuana... but the point is that the benefits are real! and effective!!

let us be wise and know how to research and regulate - without taking away the individual right to explore his own consciousness the way he feels right.

I have a website called "Psychedelic Medicine News" [www.psychointegrator.com] - thought it would be nice to leave the link since it has everything to do with the topic :D

 

peace!

An overall enthusiasm for education and safety zones...

rather than a top down control structure...continue the underground trend in the entheogen community to furnish accurate information like erowid and allow organizations that maintain respect for social outcomes to act freely. Rather than push for an all inclusive solution, slowly slipstream away from the greed driven black market culture that is responsible for most if not all of the bad rep and sad outcomes.

mind medicine

I really feel like I need to tell this story to someone who seems to be in a position to use the information to make changes. Many months ago, my friend Billy was involved in an accident that left him paralyzed below the waist. He was told that he would never have movement in his legs again due to his spinal cord's being partially severed, but he has persevered and made some progress in coaxing small movements from his legs from time to time. One night, Billy and another friend (both already experienced trippers) decided to take mushrooms. During the coarse of the trip, Billy stood up from his wheelchair and walked three steps before falling to the floor. Since that night, he is back to the small, sporadic leg movements, but for just a small second in time he was able to walk again.

I have a paraplegic friend...

who no longer uses mushrooms due to the way they make his legs jump eraticly. Under normal conditions he has some leg spasms but not as severe and no leg mobility. It seems likely that nerve signals are rerouted, so maybe though not a cure, could be very useful in studying other treatments. Its useful to distinguish medical and research application from entheogenic uses since the medical and research uses SHOULD be controlled to some extant in as much as they effect hopes and expectations of non-researcher and non-physician. Entheogenic use, however should be more the decision of an informed individual and subject only to acceptance of personal liability.

Very interesting

I heard once (I forget where...some documentary, maybe) of an older man who had a stroke, and it took away his ability to walk.  He was a neuroscientist, however, and decided to reverse-engineer the process by which we all learn to walk.  So, he began crawling again -- as best he could -- like an infant.  After several months to a year, he was able to walk like a toddler.  A year or so after that, and he was able to walk and run just as he had in his youth.  

After he died, his son (also a neurosurgeon) did the autopsy, and was shocked to discover that all of the damaged brain tissue was still there.  The man had taught his body to bypass the old movement center, and use an entirely new set of neurons to control movement, by starting back at the basics.

While it is a different scenario than a severed spinal column, still it shows the amazing plasticity of the brain and central nervous system.  New connections can be made that can allow us to recover lost abilities (and perhaps discover new ones).  And psychedelics certainly help connecting parts of the brain that are not usually connected.  All that is necessary is practice to make the new connections permanent. 

An interesting possible application, and no doubt.

 

"You must *be* the change you wish to see in the world." Mahatma Gandhi

There are also exciting new

There are also exciting new technological developments that offer hope to people who are paralyzed. New technologies are now allowing people to communicate directly from their brain to a computer. See: http://www.cbsnews.com/video/watch/?id=4564186n

Brain-Technology Interfacing

Yes, they are really getting quite good (relatively speaking) at this general area of research.  I first heard about it in 2002, I believe, and now they have it up to a pretty decent WPM (it used to be like less than 1 WPM).

I also came across this the other day: 

www.pinktentacle.com/2008/12/scientists-extract-images-directly-from-bra...

So its getting quite crazy in this area. =P  Inspirational, if used for good...absolutely terrifying if for ill (no offense, Will ^_^).

 

 

"You must *be* the change you wish to see in the world." Mahatma Gandhi

ill indeed

None taken. If that isn't creepy check out Boston Dynamics Big Dog... Nature abhors a vacuum, as Aristotle said.

http://www.bostondynamics.com/content/sec.php?section=BigDog

OUR Freedom for ecstatic spirituality

(first, if you haven't listened to podcasts of the 2008 Psychedelic World Forum talks presented by Psychonautica, just click my name and then my blog to find links. It is a MUST hear talk.

Not only the talks themselves, but Max Freakout's intros and summaries!)

We must be aware of the myth of mental illness, and what all that means in conjunction with our evoloving explorations and understanding of psychedelic healing.

For a long long time, and through this long prohibition we have all been held in stagnant waters of mechanized thinking and oppression. Ie., the gatekeeping psychiatric establishment patronized by the mega profit making pharmaceutical industry has millions of us hooked on their drugs.And enforced a dreaded deadless experience of a deadened world.

 

I love how many of the people in this thread say how taking psychedelics brought them out of a 'depression' and seeing reality as magical. That happened for me when I first took LSD. But I am confused when some here claim that their later experiencea with psychedelics gave them 'bad experiences'. Not only because I cannot relate to that, but in that so-called 'bad experiences' or 'bummers' are the best for learning aboout ourselves! Max Freakout talks about this quite a bit in the podcasts..........WHY do you think he picked the name Max Freakout ?

I am very much with Daniel and his encouragement for us to create communities which will openly use psychedelics for spiritual exploration, and this must mean the medical establishment not having sole authority over them.

This is why it is as vital to expose the myth of mental illness. Doing so will throw open awareness about the real  needs of community which the pill-popping ideology is 'blind' to. That we need to take into consideration good food, good connection with nature, good people to interact with, excercise. And along with this respectful use of entheogens.

 

Different than the 1960s, where it was Eastern belief systems people generally turned to--which are mostly anti-psychedelics (at least on the surface) it would be better to learn deep lessons from Indigenous traditions about entheogenic use. NOT to copy, but as inspiration 

 

We dont need 'degrees' in psychedelics, but general grassroots education. It means being there for people.

Informing how vital it is that we treat entheogens with respect, because we completely open up. So to diss them means we are dissing our own self.

Freakouts may present opportunity, but....

Twice I had friends begin to viciously physically attack others in the room.  Just charge them, screaming, fists swinging in an acid frenzy. 

We had to tackle them to the ground, and they wouldn't stop fighting.  We literally had to just tie them up, gag them (the first time it happened, I was living with my parents, the second time in a small apartment), and sit on them for about 6 hours, until they passed out from exhaustion, and remembered nothing the next day. 

And we had eaten just as much as they had.  It is quite a thing to watch, while spun so hard.  It makes you think about a lot of stuff.  And is significantly more than a 'bummer'.

The second time it happened, the person began coughing up blood, and we ended up calling an ambulance, figuring it was better to face the music than let him die from an aneurism caused by fighting so hard.  Cops, flashing lights, tripping crazy...don't ask me why we never got arrested.  There wasn't even a follow-up investigation.

Combine this with other, less intense but still horrifying experiences, and one begins to question the necessity of the substance.  I mean...sure, I learned a lot about myself from those experiences...but, overall, no message seemed clearer than 'Stop!'

And then I begin finding that my sober meditation and thought actually takes me deeper than the psychedelic does, now that they have taught me how to look within, and truly see without.  In fact, all of my very most profound, lasting-into-real-life, literally drive-you-to-your-knees realizations and moments of truth have come since I stopped. 

Its something psychedelics gave me, and I'm always grateful.

But on the trips I've done since, it felt like there was some sort of static between myself and Infinite Self.  Like they were now a barrier.  Maybe the spirits are just protecting me from something I'm not ready for.  I am not opposed to that idea.  I figure I will be drawn back when it is time, if it ever will be time.  

I do not agree that there is no such thing as mental illness.  It is nearly 90% overdiagnosed in this society, and the pill-popping mentality of treatment is very much over-relied upon, this I agree with.  Society tends to think anyone not happy living in this way must be crazy.  Its quite monstrous. 

And living in a way that makes you unhappy; where you are deprived of those things that make a human life meaningful (relationships, a sense of purpose, a feeling of belonging) tends to cause people to, well, go crazy...and the best cure isn't a pill -- it is to give them what they are missing. This I agree with as well.

But the brain is an organ, just like any other.  It can break: be crosswired, suffer spasms, be deformed, etc., very much leading to an illness. And (please, meaning no personal offense whatsoever) I think a statement to the contrary does a large injustice to those who do suffer from such conditions.

 

 

"You must *be* the change you wish to see in the world." Mahatma Gandhi

Your experiences are alien to me

I cannot imagine what would make want to do violence after having ingested entheogens! That is completely alien to me. For one, as far as my experiences goes and others I have observed, the first thing that happens is a sense of bubbly joy, hilarity, giggling, and seeing the absurdity of things.

 

So all I can think of for your friends is it must be psychedelic blitzes with other drugs, and alcohol, and maybe the psychedelics mixed with evil shit......and terrible  set&setting!

Mental illness is a myth .There are no existing tests for so-called mental illnesses. I am not saying people do not manifest behaviours that are distressing, not understood, and considered 'abnormal' and 'unacceptable' by this culture's authorities, but that is not a disease. 

Pychology Test - Are YOU Normal? 

http://hk.youtube.com/watch?v=Cb5F58OFTis

Maybe

Hey, maybe you are right.  Perhaps it is all my fault.  That is the usual line I hear, and I have nothing to disprove it with.

Have you seen A Scanner Darkly?  Did you read the list at the end?  This is not an uncommon phenomenon.  Far from it, it appears to be, from everyone I have talked to who has done this for years, the end result of a process.  Some go off the deep end, and never return (and I hope that their spirit has transcended their flesh, and they ride now forever on the winds of Infinity), and others finally reach a point where the entheogen itself is telling them to stop, and to return to living.  That they have learned what they are able.

If you haven't reached that point yet, then I imagine you will, one day.  I pray that I am wrong, and you are right.

 

 

"You must *be* the change you wish to see in the world." Mahatma Gandhi

Upping the Oxytocin levels

David Jay wrote: "I've wondered if there are other, perhaps more rapid, avenues toward getting psychedelics integrated into mainstream society--before it's too late--than slowly approving them for medical use."

www.x-prize.com asks for possible programs to fund that would improve the quality of life. I suggested a nano-aerosol that would increase the oxytocin levels worldwide, with the first release perhaps in the Middle East.

From the July, 1999 issue of 'Psychiatry': "In a preliminary study, the hormone oxytocin was shown to be associated with the ability to maintain healthy interpersonal relationships and healthy psychological boundaries with other people."

Oxytocin also plays some role in inducing labor, so perhaps it's not EXACTLY the right substance to release world-wide. But perhaps the 'healthy interpersonal relationships' part of oxytocin could be.

Two companies already produce oxytocin in a nasal spray that seems to be in use by some folks before they socialize with others.

Blessings from 'She Who Manifests First and Cleans Up Last, aka Aditi, Mother of the Gods'

"That which is not present in deep dreamless sleep is not real."   -- Ramana Maharshi
"The resonant, sounding breath is the self-arising (relaxed) manifestation of deep, dreamless sleep. Relax into it while awake and -- guess what? Purring on the in and out breath is amazing!" a 3-minute demo here:

www.youtube.com/watch?v=yvyW3-2QSeQ 

say what??!

Since when has

Oxytocin..? been a psychedelic?

I think your missing the point We arenn't looking for a 'soma' drug to 'put-right' a 'defective machine'. THAT absurd and evidential useless and harmful idea is the old paradigm we wanna kick out! You know like so-called 'anti-depressants' 'boosting serotonin levels' ,,,type thing?? That is seeing us as chemical machines, not feeling organisms with meaning, and spirituality.

 

So. No thankks

wow, nasal oxytocin spray!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Rqe40-REclU

 Has the whole world gone mad? yeah... 

Law ... and the cosmic "mainstream

All sociology aside ... it is us who are no longer in tune to the cosmic mainstream. All substances with "Entheogenic potential" are already "self-proven" in relation to their relationship to cosmic legality and main street insight into their trans-indigenous synergies. These are mainstream substances of the cosmos ... their potency is their legality. Synergy "is" law. All else is chaos ... from the most simple social sense ... all the way to most advanced quantum physic thought. Every one of us is a cosmic soverign ... a law unto ourselves ... each unto ... as are all plants ... {no personal dealings in synthetics} ... when there is synergy in the exchange/relationship than that is eternal law {dharma} ... and when there is not ... karma is all thats left ... all civil law is karmic. {the attempt to regulate perpetual change/Tao} There are no bad trips {organic ... non synthetic only} unless we ourselves are "out of synch" in one way or another. For the bad and good ... have always been transcended, in my case ... no intense bad has never but been transformed before my eyes into the synergistic present ... the entheogenic substances themselves offering the underlying potency to reveal such unconscious/sub-conscious wandering. No super wonderful "good" visonary insights were also ... but brought down into common ground integration as well. It is only when one cannot complete the integration of a particular behavioral pattern {after all it is only us/we who are tripping ... good or bad ... as there is no such thing as perpetual chaos ... or perpetual order ... all "plateau" is synergistic and good ... all so called chaos/bad is just the growing pain between transitioning plateaus of either higher or lower synergistic plateaus. Look at both the Buddha ... and Jesus .. both in their deeper pre-states of transition ... Satan tempting the 40 day fast ... Mara tempting the Buddha under the Boddhi tree ... One can see how much bad triping they had to simply remain strong and coherent through ... not wanting one end of the spectrum without the other. Entheogenic means the very integration of all such things ... no more no less ... the angels sing and beckon ... the devils prick and sober down When some say that maybe these substances are not for eveyone ... well this is the eternal standard for all us. They are only "for us" ... when we are "for" this over-all far-sighted goal ... or at least on the progressive path of such revelation. In the Old Vedic days of lore Kings would travel to Sages in the forest for advise on the integration of social karma with eternal dharma ... one had a huge entourage, controlling all karmic rule ... the other a grass hut .. commanding dharmic intuition First and foremost we must be sagious unto each others indigenous self ... otherwise no organic entheogenic substances will really "trip with you" Social acceptance will always be secondary to ones own sense of cosmic law {dharma} It is verily only these substances that support the self-initiation into such mysticism without any other prop. They are only here for each unto themselves ... they are not a social phenomenon ... it is just us who are socioloigically "hyped" in one way or another with the pros and cons of such ongoings ... and if one looks at all human sociology it has always and only been each onto themselves ultimately. As all socities rise and fall ... what seems to remain are the realities expressed by the mystics unwittingly preserved throughout time. Why try to tempt polarity ...so much of our social problems of today are based on trying to either overstate or understate either the individual over the collective ... or visa versa Tripping "is" the very interactive freedom from all such trivolty ... one way or another ... good or bad ... legal or actually lawful ... these subtances have the inherent potencies to advance our very synergies along these progressive lines ... again all goood and bad included ... yoked or not yoked ... {yoga} ... well that is just us going through the motions.

Many thanks for all the

Many thanks for all the thoughtful comments. I'd be curious to hear if anyone has any novel ideas for specific psychedelic research studies--like MDMA for the treatment of post-traumatic stress disorder, ketamine for the treatment of depression, or LSD for the treatment of alcoholism. Are there any unexplored areas that you can think of, like specific medical uses for 2-CB or ayahuasca?

I agree, there isn't much time left for our biosphere, and the sooner that psychedelic shamanism is integrated into Western civilization the better, but I really do think that MAPS is making enormous progress in this area. MAPS is getting closer and closer every day to making MDMA and LSD into a legal prescription drugs. The Phase 2 studies for MDMA have been completed and the final Phase 3 studies are being planned. MAPS is really going to do it. They're making MDMA into a legal drug. Once this happens, and there are legal psychedelic clinics all over America, it isn't hard to see how this could begin to really change the nature of society. People from all walks of life could be treated with, say, psilocybin for obsessive compulsive disorder, and might experience a myriad of unexpected side-effects, such as increased ecological awareness, mystical revelations, and spiritual awakenings.

Psychedelics dissolve boundaries, and no social or psychological framework can maintain it's structure under their influence. No cage can hold them; they melt through everything. They also unquestionably have valuable medical uses and this, I think, is an important gateway for integrating these navigational tools back into our lost civilization. Once they're legitimized for medical use, and they become readily and legally available, I think that all the other areas of cultural enrichment will follow. Is it going to happen in time to save human civilization as we know it? C'mon, would life really be much fun if you knew the answer? The mystery is all part of the fun.

More than just health

...but perhaps a new spirituality? I made an entire feature film based on this subject. Google "Triptosane" to learn more about this film. Glad I discovered this site!

hmmm

no, there's no disinformation infiltration going on here

Better Living Through Chemistry

I was 15 when a very good friend sent me a blotter of acid. I treasured it, waiting for the right time. This was back when the stuff was viril, potent, mind-blowing. I wasn't sure I'd take it. I'd had acid 4 or 5 times by then and - well, I was mildly terrified by the stuff, by its power. I held on to it for several months. My half-brother knew I had it. Occasionally he pestered me. When are you going to take it? Are you going to take it soon? Can I watch? Can I have it?
One day I knew the time was right. On so many levels I was utterly miserable. I hated life. Why was there so much suffering, hatred, evil, misunderstanding? I decided that I would use the acid to answer this question and to attempt to make contact with God, assuming there was one...
It was a clear winter morning. It was the weekend; my whole family was home. It took hours to kick in. It kicked in while we were in the van, driving over the dales to an ancient scemb (stone circle excavation mound or barrow) site in the middle of nowhere. Suddenly I saw the sky through the van window. I mean, really saw it. Infinite, pale blue, wintry cold. There, far far above us, silent and distant, a jet flew overhead, tiny as a gnat. And further beyond that, miles and miles of blue, as far as the eye could travel.
I realized how very precious my family was to me, how dear. When we returned home I changed into my best dress and attempted to cook dinner. They good-naturedly ate the offerings while looking at me (and each other) quizzically as we sat awkwardly around the table. My conversation was equally unsophisticated. The meal was stilted and odd. Yet my heart continued to overflow with fond feeling.
Afterwards, my brother insisted on his usual competitive "game". Lately it was ping-pong (often it was chess). As usual he beat me. As usual he gloated and bragged. As usual I felt somewhat deflated and discouraged.
Eventually we retired to our quarters for the evening. There I began in earnest to "think". I pondered. I puzzled. I prayed. What is the meaning of all this, the purpose, the point? What are supposed to do, how, why, when, where, etc., etc., etc.? I racked my brain trying to figure it out. I willed myself to figure it out. There had to be an answer! Beads of sweat formed on my forehead. I chewed my lip. I cradled my head in my hands and then threw my head back and wept. I cried, I agonized, I implored God's help. But the heavens were silent, the veil was closed, and I received no answer. That went on for about 5 or 6 hours, until I fell exhausted into a sleep of utter despair.
The next day I was back in my raggedy jeans and sullen, alienated attitude, albeit with a touch more sentiment toward my family. The usual routine ensued, right up to the usual game after dinner. Only this time something cracked open in my head. It was like a thunderclap.
As he gloated and brayed in victory it hit me like the crack of a whip.
He didn't love me. I loved him, but he didn't love me. I was little more than a soft android to display his prowess against. That was it. I was so utterly shocked I stood stock still at the table, paddle in hand, like a statue, staring blindly, open-mouthed. He mocked me. I slowly put down my paddle, turned around and walked to my room. I had to be alone.
I sat in my room like a stunned fish, bubble-eyed, open-mouthed. None of them loved me. I was a symbol of this to one, a symbol of that to the other, but none of them knew me, or cared about me, or - it was all a pointless, meaningless, ridiculous game. Take a little here, give a little there, but everyone really only out for themselves. Getting advantage for themselves, that was the game they all played. It was so banal. But that was really all there was to it, nothing more.
I became a silent recluse. I neither avoided nor welcomed contact. I tried to be open but I knew no matter what I said or did it would be reinterpreted to fit whatever individual prejudices were most advantageous to those around me, not necessarily what I knew to be my truth.
But those few days were blissful for me because I could access the mind of God. Indeed, I was one with God. I was in a state of nirvana. It was pure joy.
After several days my family insisted on grilling me for information. After being peppered incessantly with questions for some time I finally broke down. I said, Alright, I'll tell one of you exactly what's going on. But only one. Alone.
Everyone left the room except my mother.
She stared at me expectantly.
My heart fluttered with fear.
Then I told her. As I was telling her I said, But there are 2 ways this can go. If you believe me and support me we can all learn and grow from this. But if you don't, it will be like pearls from a broken necklace rolling down the drain to be lost forever.
I knew if she didn't support me I would lose my blissful connection and become filled with despair again as I was before. But because I loved them and because they asked, I was willing to take the risk.
And that's why after I finished telling her and she stood there eyeing me like an old shoe that tears fell like pearls from my eyes to the floor, and I turned and walked to my room. Every step like a condemned criminal to the gallows.
Do you understand, Mother? No, she said. No, I have no idea what you're talking about.
But she did, you see. It's just that she didn't love me enough to admit it.
I heard them talking later. What did she say? What's going on? Mutter, mutter. Meaningless drivel, all of it, I knew that much, in my fog of despair.
And it still is, all of it. Here, now, you, me, all of us - until we can open our hearts to each other in love, without any thought of advantage. Is that possible?
When I was in my nirvana, I could send my thoughts out like messengers to search and retrieve information. One thing I clearly remember asking was, Are there others who have found this level? The answer came back, Yes.
It told me how many there were, even.
If you are one of them, please say something.
Because I've forgotten, you see.
Some might say I could try again but somehow I felt that door was closed forever and I've never taken drugs like that since that day.
But I love the idea of better living through chemistry, besides other methods as well, such as spirituality, and good manners, and love.

 

Especially love.

You are not alone

Ah, prickly memories.  My eyes burn, thinking back over my own life and familial relationships.

I feel that many here have felt this disconnect with family, even friends.  It can be hard, being burdened with this knowledge in a society that does not seem to prize it very highly...and, in fact, seems to want it eradicated.

There is nothing more terrifying to Ego, nothing harder for it to accept, than its own illusory nature.

But we are here, Perelandra.  And we are legion.  Slowly but surely (and, in the end, the surely is the one that counts), we are creating a better world for everyone. 

And we are happy beyond the ability of words to tell that you are here with us.

I keep this poem in my wallet, and read it sometimes when I feel alone.  May it help you as well:

 

“You have been telling the people that this is the Eleventh Hour.
Now you must go back and tell the people that this is The Hour.
And there are things to be considered:
Where are you living? What are you doing?
What are your relationships? Are you in right relation?
Where is your water? Know your garden.
It is time to speak your Truth.
Create your community.
Be good to each other.
And do not look outside yourself for the leader.
This could be a good time!
There is a river flowing now very fast.
It is so great and swift that there are those who will be afraid.
They will try to hold on to the shore.
They will feel they are being torn apart, and they will suffer greatly.
Know the river has its destination.
The elders say we must let go of the shore, push off into the middle of
the river, keep our eyes open, and our heads above the water.
See who is in there with you and celebrate.
At this time in history, we are to take nothing personally.
Least of all, ourselves.
For the moment that we do, our spiritual growth and journey comes to a halt.

The time of the lone wolf is over. Gather yourselves!
Banish the word struggle from your attitude and your vocabulary.
All that we do now must be done in a sacred manner and in celebration.

We are the ones we’ve been waiting for.”

–The Elders, Oraibi, Arizona Hopi Nati

 

 

"You must *be* the change you wish to see in the world." Mahatma Gandhi

Dissociative Patient has a Break-through of his own free will

Well, you may be asking yourself, what is the deal with this profile? What is the deal with this kid? Whats his problem ( or problems), is he crazy? Well, these are all good questions, and even the editors of this website accidentally forwarded me an email I wasnt supposed to receive questioning what the hell was going on with me-- in a not-so-nice manner, I might add. So, in as short and sweet of a response as possible, here it goes.

 My name is Brian Strumpf, and I was misdiagnosed with bipolar disorder (aka manic-depression). But, this is not to say that I did not have problems, or that I am still in denial. I am a senior in college, and I have suffered from occasional anxiety attacks and depression since freshman year. In April of 2008, I thought I was the physical incarnation of Jesus Christ, I wrote down a journal/book, and spent a week (while refusing to eat) in a mental hospital trying to convince society that I was Jesus Christ, come to save the world. I was wrong, but still refused to believe there was anything wrong with me, even afterward. I just thought people did not understand me. At the hospital, I was diagnosed with bipolar disorder, which I refused to accept. I did not take the prescribed medicine. In November of 2008, I thought I was a god, and then, more subliminally then actively, I thought I was Lucifer (I still believed Lucifer was a god-like entity at this time). At this point, my parents hospitalized me again, and I spent 11-12 days inside a mental institution (that is where I also began to have major sleeping problems). I felt like I was trapped and it felt like hell for me, but it was for the best. I realized I had problems, and I committed myself to getting better. But, I still was not READY to help myself. I do not remember exactly how my realization ( of my true nature as Lucifer) happened, but I knew the doctors, my family, and my friends were not helping me. They were trying their very best, but the problem was with me. The doctors would only increase my medication when I told them about my problems, especially the newfound sleeping difficulties, and I disliked (but accepted ) that approach. And, after all, as a true genius once said, " Insanity is doing the same thing over and over again, and expecting a different result." My family and friends, god bless them, were great and provided all the love a person could need, but there was still a gap between them and myself that I could not explain to them, that I could not really explain to myself, until now. Like most things in life, I had to take the first step alone. I had to help myself, before I could receive help from anyone else.

My name is Brian Strumpf, I am Lucifer, I have Dissociative Identity Disorder (aka multiple personality disorder aka split personalities), and I have taken the first step to my salvation. I had to take this first step alone. All I know is that I am trying to help myself, and I believe I will succeed. If you want to talk to me about my experiences or your own, feel free to contact me. But I guarantee nothing, for all I know, I am the craziest person on this planet. My email address is strumpf2@illinois.edu. I have journaled my most important thoughts during most of my "manic" episodes, in the hope it will help me, maybe help others, and shed light on my condition. I think it will.

Brian Strumpf 12/18/08

 "Lucifer"

Better Living Through Chemistry

Perlandra:

You wanted a higher conscious experience and it caused you to evolve out of your haplogroup.

We all have two opportunities for love. Our family of origin and the family we make for ourselves.

Sometimes our family of origin is just the vehicle to get us to this earth. Consciousness really loves to express itself through matter. If our families don't get us or understand us, it is not the end of the world (even though it may feel like it).

There are other people like you in the world and you will find them. And they will love you and they will accept you and they will understand you.

Psychedelic healing ideas

Fascinating thread, and I very much love the last few posts where people share personal details of their life experience

If we are honest, all of us are multi-levelled beings. Rivers of feelings alwatys changing changing~~~

 

Regarding the question about possibilities of psychedelic healing?

 

I LOVE the idea of having MDMA (I have never had it) for opening up a few sessions before you take LSD

(have had it, also when 15 ) or magic mushrooms.

This opening up could include talking, but also chanting, singing, playing a musical instrument. I personally would really like to know if this has also been done in threpy with MDMA. Usually I have only heard about talking. But that and other means of expression would surely be cool

And as well as being good in itself, an amazing preparation for psychedelic experience!

 

Ayahuasca  :Recently I read a blog where soemone was being interviewed about their experiences with Ayahuasca with Ayahuasceros. The interviewer was VERY strong. In that s/he was merciless in the questioning technique (just in case you know which one I mean)

. Was said how two young men with addiction-to-hard-drugs had tried sessions, but had succumbed soon after to going back to their habits.

When I heard this, I immediately thought of Ibogaine. Ie., that although Ayahuasca may have helped many with harmful habits, that others it failed, if there was available Ibogaine then may be that could help. Though of course nothing is infallable if the person decides tocontinue with bad habit.

But Ibogaine apparently actually works on the parts of the organism that are susceptable to habit patterns. And maybe if they had that, which can last several months, to then also have other forms of therapy maybe involving MDMA, and LSD/magic mushrooms, or Ayahuasca etc

I always try and emphasize that entheogens are to be met , rather than an idea that they 'do stuff to us' like we usually think of 'drugs' in our big pharma culture, which has seen to it that many of us see ourselves as mere chemical-electro machines.

I see this meeting as a relationship in its deepest meaning. Ever so open and revealing.

I feel it is important to always research, be aware, and speak out about the abuses of psychiatry in its history.

And beware of using such powerful medicine like psychedelics within this context. Because psychedelics must inspire us to question this context, wherein so many people feel distressed, and so much violence exists. 

 

and Brian  about 'Lucifer':

This is what I know of 'Lucifer'. Its real meaning is that Venus came to be called Lucifer. And as Allegro, in his book, The Sacred Mushroom and the Cross , reveals, Venus/Lucifer is utterly connected with entheogenic vegetation. Because it 'was believed' that the stars and planets left a powerful dew/sperm on earth that created powerful medicines!

So that, I feel is the core meaning.

 

Over this has come myths of a character, a fallen angel, called Lucifer. But as Allegro also reveals, this is all pointing to sacred mushrooms. As 'angel' means messenger, and eating shrooms can bring one in contact with daimonic reality.

They are saying that the ruling elite, the Occultocracy, are also Luciferians, and identify with this 'fallen angel' and 'rebel' against 'God'.

So all that from a mushroom? What's it mean? It means that as with technology that can be used wisely or foolishly, so can the power of entheogens.

Look at how so-called Intelligence Services of the Government thought about and used LSD in their secret op, MKULTRA. For control over people! Not for empathy, and love of oneself and others, and for flowering of understanding.

 

Look at how psychiatrists used it originally, in same way. In awful set and setting, and treating the person like they do animals they abuse in their 'experiments'.

The Luciferians have symbolism all round. On the one dollar bill for instance, there is their symbol of the pyramid with the 'All-Seeing-Eye', this is them--the ones at the top--saying how powerful, with all the money, and believe themselves 'superconscious', superior to us 'mortals'.

 

I say let's keep OUR eyes on what they are up to, so that we understand psychedelic healing to be in its fullest sense to mean more than resolving some designated behaviour that psychiatry has treated as disease, like 'depression', 'OCD' etc , though that is important---as long as these behaviours are seen AS behavaviours and not physical disease---and understand that healing means questioning the matrix we are in that BREEDS various forms of distress, and violence though blind conformity to authoritarianism.