A message from the Hopi Indians

You know I've never felt that I've existed in "reality" Trapped somewhere between a dream and and an idea of how things "should" be. Now on a mass scale I'm seeing how "I" feel affecting all sorts of individuals. Young people all over the world seem to be suck in a quagmire of sorts. Unsure of what to do in the world (at least many of whom I've encountered including myself). I attended University and graduated back in 03 but did not feel any special sense of accomplishment. I did it because that's what my culture told me I needed to do in order to become a productive member of society. With degree in hand I searched out lucrative opportunities that would provide me with a stable secure lifestyle that would afford me all the fabulous trappings that modern materialistic society had to offer. I thought I wanted all these things but the more I chased them the less they appealed. Here I am today still unsure of my place in the world struggling to make sense of where our society is headed. The material world seems so fake and shallow yet I'm still caught up in the day to day trappings of modern convenient life. I live in suburbs still dependent on the things I despise so much. I need out, I want out and I have to get out yet I feel trapped like a wolf who has to gnaw his leg off to be free. That analogy makes all the more sense as I feel I must "sacrifice" a part of my self that I've been so dependent on for my day to day survival in order to live on. How this relates to the Hopi culture and all ancient shamanistic cultures is that I see myself in these peoples. Struggling to help others free themselves of the lie that exists in this what you see is what you get world. My belief is that it is nothing more that an illusion. The Hopi like many ancient peoples have so much knowledge and wisdom to share that to continue to ignore them is to ignore your self. We are all one, different aspects of one self all personifying different images of the one self. For me to judge you is me in fact judging myself, projecting what is perhaps the aspect of me that I am unable to unconditionally love. Multiply that on a global scale and no wonder we cannot live in harmony with each other and recognize that we are all one. I dream of the day that we will ALL realize like the Hopi that there is no separation between anything that exists in the Universe, and especially on the planet. We need to realize now more than ever that everything on this planet is interdependent on each other and if we can realize this sooner than later I feel hopeful that we can enter into a new world free of the negative and exist in a new world bathed in light and love. The world for which I was made does not exist