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Birds of a Feather and the Playthings of the 12

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Pagan Moir wrote:

Now Zodiac means "circle of living beings" -- beings who live outside of time. Forget all the astrology -- about Gemini the twins; Virgo the virgin; Aquarius the waterbearer -- all those meanings are very new comparatively. We must let go of the signs as well; they have gone through the overlay of too many cultures.

Beings who live outside of time -- so they dwell on the aetheric -- I think they are groups; not just singular beings or symbolic archetypes, but very real groups. I also get the words "tribe" and "family" coming though. There are twelve of these groups, and each corresponds to one of the signs of the Zodiac.

Ok, now to get to the crux of the matter, at least for me: these groups -- and I think that I know three of the twelve -- may be here to be of assistance to the members of their family who have somehow gotten stuck on the Earth. I think that the Zodiac was originally meant to be used as a kind of gateway through which we could keep in contact with our group.

The three groups that I have encountered are as follows:

1) The "Felidae" -- They are like big cats, and have a panther-like energy to them.

2) The "Draconni" -- They have a dragon-like energy, but are white with blue eyes.

3) The "Wolverem" -- The name speaks for itself; they are wolf-like, but their energy is golden.

All of the energies have a humanoid aspect to them. They can morph into it.

Brian, have you seen anything like this on your travels? I am most curious to compare notes with others."

Sky Boat with Theriantrhropes, San rock painting Sky Boat with Theriantrhropes, San rock painting

 

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Just as every human may have one or more animal forms, so too every animal may have one or more humanoid forms. "Therianthropes," or "man-animals," are some of the oldest images in the history of art. They often appear on surfaces that are covered with zig-zags, arcane symbols, and geometric patterns -- all indications of hallucinatory transport. In some cases these figures are clearly shamans, who have undergone a transformation. In other cases, they appear to be inter-dimensional beings -- of some indeterminate anatomy, perhaps, whatever the masks they wear -- who have chosen to appear in this particular hybrid form.

But why have these cosmonauts been transfixed by spears and arrows, sometimes by the dozen? And should we read these lines as acupuncture needles, placed within a network of meridians to heal, thus opening the cosmonaut to a flood of primordial energy? No, it is probably best to be practical; they are the technocratic probes of the Nephillim, whose doctors seek to reconstitute the genome.

One action is "good"; the other one is "bad."

For the sake of convenience, let us refer to these many geographically diverse figures as a "type"; this hybrid humanoid is clearly moving between worlds -- whether up or down or in both directions at once, who can tell?

We may pause to note that the cosmonaut has crash-landed on what appears to be a kind of two-dimensional surface. His scarred eyes are a map of worlds. Ladders and concentric rings and spider webs tilt this way and that way through the vortex. Just whose side are we on? And yet some unknown agency has appointed us to judge. Even we -- whose torsos throb with pain; who do not suspect what year it really is; and whose hands have transfixed the hybrid humanoid with probes. Let us simply refer to him as "The Wounded Man," as so many scholars do. His dilemma is as clear as his expression is opaque.

Yet again, we have been attracted to the scene of a great crime, like "detached observers" to the scent of blood.

Wounded Man, San rock paintingWounded Man, San rock painting

 

This realm of experience is by its nature paradoxical; not only are things not what they seem, but we are also not who or what we are.

I have sometimes thought that it should be the Gates of Heaven rather than the Gates of Hell that bear the inscription, "Abandon Hope, All You Who Enter Here." For, however painful or ecstatic our initiation -- and to me these are variant interpretations of one and the same process -- we will not return to the same Earth that we left; we will not return the same.

In my own travels, I have often met with snake-beings and with bird-beings, who, as the guardians of the dimensions they inhabit, must first determine if we have any right to be there. To this end, they inspire fear. They torture both our bodies and our intellects, in order to resuscitate our memories. They may cut us, piece by piece, apart -- to remind us of how we were originally put together. For this reason I have little patience with many of the current crop of conspiracy theorists -- such as David Icke and Michael Tsarion -- who have demonized these inter-dimensional helpers, and portrayed them as the dark oppressors of our race.

At the very least, it is counterproductive to demonize the energy of the Snake, which is, after all, the energy of Wisdom. One could even view it as a kind of psychic suicide. "It is we who are the good guys! Those bad Reptiles from Orion are the ones who are ruining the neighborhood!" This is little different from saying that the Jews killed Christ, and that this is why Christians have been forced to act so badly. This sort of "reasoning" never ends well. Fears projected into other-dimensional realms will still return to make us stupid.

The true enemy of any paranoid is the energy of his or her subconscious mind -- or, to be more blunt, his or her tendency to systematic extermination; some prehistoric insult cries out to be avenged.  To the one side, those with 12-strand DNA, an army of the Evolved. To the other side, the League of Aborted Fetuses from Orion. For it came to pass that Eugenics had not yet seen its finest hour. The New Age did not begin in 1985. It is more likely to have begun around 1885, and we ignore at our own risk the occult actions of the "Superman" -- as revealed by the last century, bit by contradictory bit.

There is the Superman of Nietzsche and his later Fascist incarnation. There is the Superman of DC Comics and the Superman of New Age antediluvian nostalgia -- oddly similar to the Fascist version. There is the real Superman and his almost exact duplicate. For our purposes there is very little difference between the two -- except that one may kill you and the other one may not.

In any event, it is towards him that all archetypes converge. He is the shadow of the Apocalypse; the fulfillment of our dreams. It is he who whets our appetite for omnipotence. He prompts us to reclaim our birthright, and, at the same time, takes back what he gives.

Archetypal Figure with Bow and Lightning Arrow, Brian George, 1982Archetypal Figure with Bow and Lightning Arrow, Brian George, 1982

 

The Superman that we think we know is not at all as user-friendly as he seems -- at least not on purpose. He puts on the Collective Unconscious like a telekinetic glove. An alien stares from behind large eyeglasses. He is not from the USA, or from the labyrinth that the birds once hid beneath Antarctica, or from any place in the solar system.

He is nothing if not terrifying, as dark as he is bright. His gender is in doubt -- the result of one or more mechanical appendages, of one too many transplants gone berserk. He is the stranger born to Chaos and Geometry; an experiment hatched in the depths by the Sitra Achra; the child of an imploded sun, now black, whose arms turn backwards.

It was he who appeared to the Gnostics as Abraxas.

He is the god who falls; the Dawn Star; the master of intoxication; who has been transformed by the taste of human blood; whose heart is good; whose memory is clear. He is the afterbirth of a catastrophe; the flowering of a dream that the Thule Society first planted in the ocean; the alchemical child of Reich Youth Leader Baldur and a test tube.

There is no way to disentangle the threads of the conspiracy against us. Luckily, there is no real need to do so; its beginning is not different from its end -- which is the record of our own projections. Encyclopedic knowledge does not offer any real protection against the Shadow; the magic force of Maya turns one conspiracy into thousands, and then each one of those thousands into several thousand more.

However much it might contain each detail of the future past, the Soul is nonetheless only one inch in diameter.

Like the seed of Space, we are tiny; our opponents must help us grow.

Let no passive/ aggressive "victim" look a gift horse in the mouth, lest he be handed his head on a metaphysical platter. For he has broken the law that governs that glad welcoming of the Guest.

Fear not the Killer Klown, as laughter is the best medicine for the dead.

If we refuse to learn what our teachers have to teach, then that says very little about the agenda behind their actions; it is up to us to readjust our focus. It is always possible that, in a distant age, it was we who were the teachers of our teachers. Linearity is a self-created trap. Perhaps, like the world-wide web of megalithic sites, a web of teachers was set in place to serve as catalytic cues; as gateways to and beyond the 12 signs of the Zodiac; as the agents of the Great Year that is not different from one's body -- the body of the epileptic Aeon.

Intent on making the same mistake every time, we have taken apart the mechanisms of each clock, piece by perfect piece, only to find that we must put them back together. Always, we are on the outside looking in -- except when we are on the inside looking out. Picked up -- yet again! -- and transported to Pangaea, we are in danger of becoming joyous. It is our blood that potentiates the Stone of the Philosophers -- which we ride. There is much "work" left to do. We are the descendants of an eight-armed sphere that has somehow misplaced its circumference.

On a microcosmic as well as a macrocosmic level, some agency has inserted cues into key parts of the story; loaves of bread are left on top of our benches at the circus. Friends appear at their appointed hour, as do enemies and shifts in the Earth's tectonic plates. We watch in a state of suspended disbelief -- as nonsense articulates the geometry of sense. In a dream, there is an image that reminds us that we are dreaming. A fossil points to its counterpart in the Ur-Text.

Memory wounds us, as does knowledge. In its turn, each plaything of the 12 revolts. Few signs of our vast technology will be left, or can be; for such would be against the prohibitions of Necessity -- at which only the dead cosmonaut may scoff.

We are old -- unspeakably old. It was the overflow of our exuberance that once set the worlds in motion. It is our tears that have irrigated the "desert of the real." Out of habit we tend to every city that we hallucinate. We celebrate the Arts. We love War. We are more corrupt than Ahriman, more violent than the Aztec priesthood, and more self-deluded than the architects of the Holocaust. Paradoxically, we are young; we have not a care.

A pose of victimized innocence does not open us to the Infinite.

Tornado with Rainbow Figures, Brian George, 2002Tornado with Rainbow Figures, Brian George, 2002

 

3

Once, transported from the Earth by a tornado, I found myself on the field of a great battle. It was Gotterdamerung or the battle at Kurukshetra, or some other even more archaic conflict, in which the fate of the Three Worlds hung in the balance.

The whole of recorded history was played fast-forward on a VCR. Each atom was clearly visible.

It was humans who were then in charge. Their pregnant emptiness gave birth to the gods, who were then little more than mechanical contraptions. They had not yet stolen the keys to DNA, or removed 10 of its strands, or reclassified almost 90 percent of its information as "junk." Death was then a branch of yoga. War was the way the preexistent played. Magicians danced on the black waters of the ocean.

Somehow driven from behind, they competed to reinvent the wheel. Ecstasy drove the brave to throw away their omnipotence.

Absent for millennia, I, the Aeon, had returned just a moment later to the field of a great battle -- perhaps slightly the worse for wear.

Cities flew, as planets fell. The scene was bathed in the rays of an alternate sun. As if illuminated from the inside out, all colors were painfully bright. Stupid me -- it was my race that had weaponized the rainbow! Banners crackled like bursts of lightning through the air.

Quite oddly, as I found myself projected headlong into the action, my body seemed to move without me; each world-destroying movement flashing into the next. Like the violence itself, my eyes seemed to spin in all directions simultaneously. Feinting West, I performed the martial pranayama of the Vrishnis. Lunging East, I enacted the occult taunts of the Andhakas. I could hear each strophe from the Ur-Text clicking into place. It was hard to believe that I was not already dead. A large portion of the warriors had the heads of "animals." Snake-men and bird-men and boar-men and lion-men attacked me from all sides.

Spears were inserted into my abdomen, and then withdrawn. I was relieved to see that my intestines were still on the inside of my body; recombinant feet by the millions had not yet trampled them. I was struck by swords and halberds and even more exotic weapons -- blows which should have taken off my arms and legs, to leave me no more than a screaming torso.

At last, unable to withstand the convulsive flood of energy, I simply fell to the ground, staring, and did my best to prepare for death.

Out of nowhere, I heard the following: "Do you think he knows who we are?" "No, he can't even hear us." "Well, I guess we'll have to rescue him anyway." Behind me and to the left, two bird-headed humanoids were standing motionless in the sky. The arms of one were folded. The other pointed to where I lay in a spasming heap. "Watch and learn, you stupid child!" The taller of the two birds knelt before me. Bowing his head, and throwing out his arms, he asked that his friend should help to illustrate the lesson; "With no hesitation do what must be done." The short bird then circumscribed the cranium of the tall bird with a blade. "You, take it off!" he ordered.

I suspected that this action would result in a horrible sucking sound.

Instead of doing what I was told, I placed my thumbs upon the center of his head, with my hands gently circling around it. I then slowly pulled my thumbs apart, as though I were opening the aperture of a camera. Wave upon wave, the light of 10,000 suns flooded out and over me from the finally wide-open skull. This, I suddenly understood, was the first and most harmonious version of Hiroshima; the illumination toward witch our splitting of the atom points. Standing just behind, and speaking into my ear, the shorter of the bird men said, "You are not as weak as you think!"

Uroboros 3, Brian George, 2002Uroboros 3, Brian George, 2002

 

4

Once, in an alternate reality, I was in a car that was hurtling down a mountain road. Kim Hart, my girlfriend during that period, was the driver. Its mouth opened wide, a giant snake was pursuing us. Fir trees towered toward the moon. The scent of resin was like a drug. Energy lines hissed, crackling where they intersected.

With much power in reserve, and toying with our fears, the snake closed on us at its leisure. It had no difficulty in navigating every twist and turn in the road. Each detail on the face seemed hyper-real. Its many coils snapped into and at the same time out of focus. Quite suddenly, an even larger snake appeared behind the snake that was behind us. It swallowed him/ her like an hors d'oeuvre. And then an even larger snake appeared and swallowed that one, and so on and so forth, snake after snake.

The snake soon became the mountain and 12 thousand years of landscape and each hair-pin turn of the road; until finally, a snake that appeared to be the World Snake gulped us down. Sucked as though through a vortex, I saw things through the World Snake's eyes. All of space flipped inside out. The sky cracked like an egg. My vision then became kaleidoscopic.

Dead birds were the judges. Every stone became a Shakespeare. Energy grids copulated, crackling where their currents met, as the whole night rang with the music of the spheres -- again audible. Trees ranted against the invention of the hieroglyph. I could see tall cities collapsing along the coast, as, bearing gifts, the waves of a black ocean rose.

Diagonal Bird-man with Erection, Bird on Pole, and Wounded Bison, Lascaux, 15,000 BCDiagonal Bird-man with Erection, Bird on Pole, and Wounded Bison, Lascaux, 15,000 BC

 

The image at the top of this article is Bird-Man with Feather Coming Out of Forehead, Brian George, 2002.

Comments

Apocalyptic Wealth

Hi Brian, Richly apocalyptic to say the least! Your wild, hallucinatory cosmologies are my favorite in the resonance of your baritone.

Perhaps the “12” has some correspondence to the tribes of Israel?

For, however painful or ecstatic our initiation -- and to me these are variant interpretations of one and the same process -- we will not return to the same Earth that we left; we will not return the same.

Indeed, Hell evolves into Heaven as Satan does into Christ.

And just a note about conspiracy I always mention when it comes up, is that a dream of mine said that the only conspiracy is the conspiracy against love.

The verbal nucleus of the Body

Hi Amy,

You wrote, “Your wild, hallucinatory cosmologies are my favorite in the resonance of your baritone.”—It is significant that you should call attention to the role of the human voice, as it has been central to the evolution of my work.

For many years, when I wrote I would read every sentence and paragraph page out loud—over and over—until I could begin to intuit how all of the different forces and elements of my being fit together.

This could be sometimes quite embarrassing! More than once, while travelling on a bus, I have been forced to stop my repetitive muttering as a boarding passenger has stopped to stare.

On the other hand, perhaps this method is not that unusual—in the middle of the night, Yeats is rumored to have scared his houseguests in this way.

My approach to all abstract thought is tactile; all concepts should approximate the energetic presence of a body.

With regards to seemingly

With regards to seemingly unfinished /unconnected work, your time-lag experience with these things inspires me as I've thought certain work (just this morning, actually!) had no meaning or sense of place/connection. Here's to blasting off (again & again)!

 

-SSH

Naples, Fl

wonderfull!

Brian, Great stuff here. I am excited to hear some of it in person some day at a future Evolver event. I'm starting to get the feeling that your work is as important as it is visionary. I'm hoping you may be able to explain a little further what you meant when discussing the ubermensch. In particular the reference to the "superman of new age antediluvian nostalgia". Are you speaking of modern evangelicals? Followers of Ken Wilber? Or more hermetic / magical folks who explore and drive themselves to the extent where they aren't loving enough to be WITH the human experience? When you mention Abraxas, it makes me curious. This entity may have been quite helpful, and surely has many faces. Jung Said - "Abraxas speaketh that hallowed and accursed word, which is life and death at the same time." Implying transcendent/tantric type diety beyond the god(Yahweh)/devil(double/shadow) paradigm. Puzzled, intrigued, curious, and amazed. Hope you keep IT coming :). Joe

The Spring planting of Abraxas

Hi Joe,

In your mention of “Abraxas”, you have correctly identified one of the seed-concepts that has, over the decades, reconfigured the very structure of my Psyche.

If I can trust my memory, I was a junior in high school when I first came across the concept of “Abraxas” in Hesse’s “Demien.” I am not sure, however, if the shock that I felt upon encountering the concept/symbol/god-figure of Abraxas came directly out of Hesse, or whether my fascination with this novel led directly to my first serious engagement with Jung, whose “Septem Sermones ad Mortuos” hit me like an earthquake. Ever since, I have had little use for any god figure that does not both embody as well as point beyond the opposition of light and dark.

This brings us to my improvisation on the concept of the “Superman”; this is, as you have probably guessed, a way of speaking of the “higher self.” When it first appears, this alternate version of the self often carries with it an almost overpowering shadow aspect—a dangerous memory of omnipotence. This encounter can lead, on the one hand, to excessive idealization—after the manner of the New Age; it can just as easily lead to a Fascist intoxication with occult power.

Julius Evola, a ritual supporter of Mussolini, and Miguel Serrano, a friend of Jung and Hesse who later became the leader of the Chilean Nazi Party, were both Tantric adepts and masters of cross-cultural mythology. Excerpts from their books would not seem out of place on websites like “Atlantis Rising”, or, for that matter, “Reality Sandwich.”

A preoccupation with the Golden Age and with advanced civilizations that were swallowed by the Deluge; with the Earth’s electro-magnetic grid; with the exploration of archetypal powers; with concepts of collective and Akashic memory; with genetic manipulation by extraterrestrial races; with the hidden patterns of history and the large-scale clockwork of the time-cycle—are these characteristic of Fascist or of New Age thought?

Such apparent oppositions fit together in quite peculiar and often maddening ways.

It is hardly an obscure fact that a body has a right hand and a left—but, somehow, we are always taken by surprise. As Heraclitus says in Fragment 88, “It is one and the same thing to be living and dead, awake or asleep, young or old. The former aspect in each case becomes the latter, and the latter becomes the former, by unexpected reversal.”

Birds of a Feather and the Playthings of the 12

Gilberto

I want to join Brian on his next adventure! Who would think snakes and Russian dolls have anything in common. As always, the work has a unique after-effect and changes with repeated readings. Perhaps a new layer of understanding (concious and un-concious) is accessed each time? Bravo!

I was then only a gleam in the eye of the Uroboros

Hi Gilberto,

We must again ask the never-to-be-answered question, “Which came first—the Russian doll-egg or the snake?”

It can be fascinating to observe how apparently unconnected works and experiences tie together—retrospectively snapping into focus as the parts of a single pattern. For example, the image of the Uroboros—at the top of section 4—was done in 2002, and was not in any way intended as an illustration for this essay, which was just written over the past month and a half.

Nonetheless, the idea of the big snake that is swallowing the little snakes ties in with the Uroboros that is made up out of circles—as though the World Snake had swallowed 12 or so other worlds. Both this drawing and the 4th part of the essay refer back to a series of experiences in the early 1990s, which I did not know if I would ever be able to translate into either visual or verbal form.

A certain time-lag seems to be in play, during which the original experience is given time and space to sink in. For whatever reason, the type of transport that I describe in the last two sections of this essay—experiences of being explosively picked up and carried off—have become simultaneously less common and less necessary through the years.

On a good day, I am sometimes able to see from one side of creation to the other; fueled only by the breath, and without the need for any extreme measures. Part 2 of this essay is an example of my current mode of transport.

Brilliant...

Lovely artwork.

 

 In the beginning, Euronyme, The Goddess of All Things, rose naked from the chaos..but found nothing upon which to rest her feet- and therefore divided the sea from the sky...dancing lonely upon the waves.

She danced toward the South and the wind set in motion behind her seemed as something new and apart with which to begin the work of creation....

Wheeling about, she caught hold of the North wind and rubbed it between her hands..and behold!....The Great Cosmic Serpent Ophion.

 

 Pelasgian creation myth..

 

 She is...as the New or Waxing Moon..the White Goddess of birth and growth..

 

She is...as the Full Moon...the Red Goddess of love and battle...

 

 She is...as the Old or Waning Moon...the Black Goddess..of transformation and divination..

 

"The Great Cosmic Mother"- Monica Sjoo

Full fathom five thy father lies; of his bones are coral made

Hi Five,

Thanks so much for your evocative words about creation rising from the ocean!

There are so many ways to imagine the beginning of the world—creation from a seed; from the body of a god; from the void; from a golden egg; by the power of the word; by fiat: out of chaos; from the ocean; or by various combinations of the above.

For a poet, it is often tempting to begin and end each improvised cosmology with the ocean; in thinking of it, one is picked up by a wave, to be immediately carried forward by a sense of pregnant power.

The ocean has both an embodied and a disembodied form; it is vast and yet somehow intimate. As we attempt to create each thing through the act of primordial speech, it is to the ocean that we must turn for help.

She will not be stingy—however terrible she might appear in her aspect as “The Deluge”—and can be trusted to equip us with the necessary tools.

Humanoid Hybrids

Perhaps we mortals are in the embryonic phase of transmutation; an early stage of transhumanity, always one step away from falling into the abyss. Like the fool who is pure potential and whose number is Zero, the number of the unmanifest, we walk a fine line between the sage and the madman. The gods are asleep at their posts. The guardian angels are dawdling, slowly burning daylight, wasting away the precious hours.  The gods have become indolent slackers and so have their wards. Now even the dreamers, the angel's minions have slipped into a comatose state.  Double-hearted, double-tongued and double-faced, these doppelgangers, strategic shadow-selves accompany us everywhere. Who are these entities who intermingle the angelic, the divine, the superhuman and the animal, the brute, and the subhuman into overlapping forms, straddling the paradox of the caveman-prophet and is a new breed of human on the way? 

Meat Mutation

 I am the Meat MutationBanishing flesh and blood to a land of tormentsStirring the waters of oblivionIn a curse of future pestilenceI rise to the surface Synchronizing with the flow of your bloodYour heartbeat, your hidden fearsI crystallize the soft shadows that eclipse the light of your eyesAnd grow into the contaminated air you breathWhere the silhouettes of eunuch demons dance Delirious and incoherentI wander the tomb-filled nightIn pursuit of conjurers and thieves Without shameI loiter on the brink of an abyssSearching for soul mates in heaps of metal and glassIn the echoes of ravaged time and in the swarms of the dead Unburden your heartSpread open your soulI have come to unman the man-madeDismantle your desiresHarness your will I sell you memories that are not yoursSteal your honor, own your nameWhile indulging your dimwit thoughtsI hock your hair and pawn your spittle I am what no fear can goadWhat no genes can moldI am an unimagined monsterA spectacle of agony made marvelous for youA viral miracle for an idle GodYou are my empty vessel The scales fall from your eyesThe meat falls from your faceAnd an all-encompassing darkness descends upon you As the custodian of miseryI have made a home for the dispossessedBy inhabiting your seizure of screamsThe blood vessels of your painYour genitals and butchered genius A whore of the invisible realmsI vanish and leave no DNAMy plighted flesh spreads a glimmering gloomOver corpses that can never decay My ghostmongers gossip in spasmsTireless messengers of doomThey wear the camouflage of hope and glad tidingsCertain pains have become their favored pleasures Divisible EyeI render you blindYou can not recognize your own remainsHost-MiasmaI mangle your perfect world Lord of plaguesI plagiarize soulsAbduct bodies

And barter with no one!

The dreamboats of the prehistoric navy

Hi DarkNerve,

You wrote, “The gods have become indolent slackers and so have their wards. Now even the dreamers, the angel's minions have slipped into a comatose state.”

At one and the same moment, things can seem to move very quickly and very slowly. I often think of the image of Ezekiel’s chariot—of wheels moving inside wheels; the wheels are of many different sizes, and each type moves at a different speed, at a different angle and in a different way; yet all interlock. There is no small or large, or fast or slow, and each helps to activate the genius of a single clockwork sphere.

Here is an excerpt that you might like from “They Have Gone Down to the Center of the Earth”, which is section 3 from my book “To Akasha/ Part 2”:

The guide said:

“The man-made moon was whiter than a wrecking ball in heat. A black lead zeppelin had set fire to Siberia. Trees turned to matchsticks. Ruins flashed under permafrost. Rest period was up. Primogenitors ate their instructions. From the mouth of the most high the craft erupted with a bang. Get out!

“Take wife. Erect out of mud the backward City of the Sun. Cross-pollinate the brain that the scarab out of dung raised. Your solar plexus is not old enough. No intestinal fortitude! Seek love through war. Out of hide make ego. Bend with a spade to shovel seashells from the sandbox. When you are done boys—put them back.

“The great eye dropped a map across your mother, muse to German shepherds. She was great to the dream boats of the prehistoric navy. Rotten to the corps.

“Don’t touch me baby or the energy will kill you. I will teach you how to play. Dead.

“You who hang head downward from the rafters of a hollow egg—your head is hollow. Through it blows an age of wind. At last my dear one I can show you how the gears that turn the great year interlock. I love you so much—mutant DNA of the Triumvirate. Get out! Break a thighbone! We will guide you from a place beyond the Zodiac.”

Having taken me this far, my guide fell silent for a century. He stared unblinking at an object known only to himself. There was nowhere I could go.

In a flash it came to me—that the underworld is no more than an alternate mode of consciousness; it is subject to its laws, and responds to a shift in focus. Lost cities turned to gold as my consciousness accelerated. The gods were holy terrors. Ferocious beauties competed for my love. I attended a refresher course in the art of primordial breathing. Raising a hand palm outwards, the guide said:

“To Amalekh: made plain is the book—signs in your own language. If you do not read the signs will talk. Warning: your memory will be blotted utterly from under Shamaim.”

Fear tested my ecstatic transport. At the center of Time/Space, and lifted by opposing vortices, I flew.

The vehicle had not yet self-destructed. As quickly as he had come, my guide again disappeared. I could not recognize my own face in the mirror. He had never left. He lifted my dead hand with his adamantine talons. A squeeze issued the commandment: “Come.”

In Caves So Deep That Fire Won't Burn -

These archetypes are set against walls in caves so deep that fire won't burn - yet you have brought light. Your words combined with your own stunning visual art is masterful, evocative. I'm especially drawn in by Archetypal Figure with Bow and Lightning Arrow: it's frenetic and tribal, enchanted by colours burst from the core of a archetype with which you clearly resonate.  If I could be silent enough, surely I would hear the breath of your art.

I think we've both considered that extraterrestrial visitation and shamanic initiation may be somehow synergistically fitted together. Many of us are awakening into earlier and ongoing initiatory experience, and by sharing them we're engaging in mutual validation. I'm grateful that this forum of exchange hosts both offshoot and tributary, both torrents and trickles, in its mission of carving wiser canyons.

In that spirit, I will retell a dream from early childhood as an example of how certain of my own otherworld initiations may have been inscribed in the cocoon of "normal" remembered experience:

When I was quite young, perhaps five or so, I had a vivid recurrent dream. Picture a hayloft about 20 feet square (laterally) and maybe 10 feet tall, with gleaming golden hay stacked up toward the ceiling all around the edges. The hay tapers off toward the middle of the floor, eventually coming to the edge of an open circle about 18 inches in diameter leading to the ground - quite a drop.

Get this: I'm in an egg. Not only do I see the scene from outside, but I see it from inside the egg. So I'm at the edge of the room, on top of the hay, when suddenly I start rolling down the sloping hay. I accelerate and helplessly fall through the hole, dropping, dropping, dropping...

Then I'm waking up in bed breathing hard, with the wobbly feeling in my stomach I get when driving fast over a small country bridge and catching air. Kind of like that.

Seen against my other experiences with non-human beings - whether extraterrestrial, interdimensional, or something else - the hayloft dream seems allegorical. Perhaps as a child I was literally in an egg-shaped craft, observing the curious, ovoid architecture.  Perhaps this imagery conveniently merged into a dream so that I, at age four or five, could cope. When I fell through the hole, that's the moment I was brought back from the ship and more or less dropped into my bed, waking with a start.

The concepts in your essay and in my childhood experience demonstrate that powerful forces navigate reality through subconscious filters. Archetypes and metaphor impart to us an extraordinary ability to merge cosmic knowledge with our own vision.

Stace Tussel

In Illo Tempore—“At That Time”

Hi Stace, 

1) Wow, what a luminous comment!  

You wrote, In that spirit, I will retell a dream from early childhood as an example of how certain of my own otherworld initiations may have been inscribed in the cocoon of "normal" remembered experience:” and,  Perhaps as a child I was literally in an egg-shaped craft, observing the curious, ovoid architecture.  Perhaps this imagery conveniently merged into a dream so that I, at age four or five, could cope.”

I am reminded of the idea found among many ancient peoples—as far apart as the Aborigines and the Greeks—that the landscapes that we see around us are actually the solidified bodies of the gods. We may choose to see them as “petrified”, but perhaps they are just moving very slowly. For them perhaps, vast arcs of time are proceeding at a normal pace, and they have never ceased to be involved in their epic, world-creating activities. 

From beneath Mount Etna, the still badly behaved Titans dream of pyroclastic flows.  

From a different angle—I have often wondered if each of our significant memories is not only an event but also a symbol and a kind of catalytic cue. Both of these intuitions present us with a kind of ultimatum: that we must again remember who we are. The world is still an “open book”, and it is we who have “forgotten how to read.”  

At the end of section 4, I wrote, “Every stone became a Shakespeare. Energy grids copulated, crackling where their currents met, as the whole night rang with the music of the spheres—again audible. Trees ranted against the invention of the hieroglyph.”—To speak of “evolution” is not inappropriate as regards our current state of contraction, and our current place in the time-cycle. “Evolution” is a useful construct—but perhaps we are “evolving” into an archaic mode of consciousness.  

It is possible too that evolution may be no more than a coping mechanism; which allows us time to recover from some unacknowledged trauma.  

There have been times when I can seem to hear all stories and all meanings superimposed. But then I think: in that way madness lies! Oh well, I must take things step by step. 

2) Robert Carneiro, in “Origin Myths”, writes,

“The Warao of the Orinoco delta, on the other hand, believe men first lived in a skyworld where the only animals were birds. Then one day a hunter shot a bird with such force that his arrow pierced the ground of the skyworld and continued to the earth below. Peering through the hole and seeing a rich land beneath them, teeming with all manner of game, the hunter attached a long cotton rope to a tree and lowered himself to earth. There he was ultimately joined by his fellows, who finally decided to abandon the skyworld and settle permanently on earth.”

I think that your dream may very well be a “screen memory”, as they say. But I believe what lies behind the screen image has been hidden for good reason; the secrecy is not due to any sinister agenda, but rather to allow for maximum freedom of movement as we carry out the tasks that we have volunteered to perform. Our sense of origins does not really disappear; instead we have been presented with a challenge—to find our own way in the dark, as we remember how to navigate from one world to another.

My image of the topology of creation is that of a 10-D torus—a kind of complex donut turning through itself. The self is projected from the circumference down to the maximum density of its embodiment at the center. What we see as “alien beings” are really aspects of ourselves at other levels of manifestation. Of course, as we know, the various aspects of one’s Body/Mind do not always get along; and fear can turn even the most commonplace of activities into a threat. 

Oh no,say it aint so!

"The self is projected from the circumference down to the maximum density of its embodiment at the center. What we see as “alien beings” are really aspects of ourselves at other levels of manifestation"

I'm looking at Marduk and he's looking at me and we're both looking at each other, repugnance clear on our faces and going, 'There's no way...in all of creation....that THAT is an aspect of me.'

Meanwhile, Ningishzida reclines on a sofa, hand trailing through the sacred pool and laughs softly.

As Above

 

As a regular reader of your articles here,Brian, I tend to see connections between different ones. For instance, in the combination of Goddess As Active Listener and this one I perceive an apt example of the hermetic axiom, 'As Above,so Below'.

The earthly, perhaps more mundane yet no less powerful, teachers mirrored in their unearthly counterparts. You make it seem so easy.This travelling between the worlds. And its not, either with or without the aid of plant and chemical 'helpers'...ahem teachers. It seems like there are teachers everywhere but what use are they to those of us who do not get the lesson or even realize there was a lesson to get?

As usual with all your prose poetry, after a few readings of your densely intelligent work (usually 4 to 6) certain sentences stand out for me and encapsulate what were sprawling, unstructured labyrinths of my thoughts. 

I liked this: 'Encyclopedic knowledge offers no protection against the Shadow; it only leads people to think they are more advanced than they are. 

Like the seed of space we are tiny; our opponents must help us grow.

Let no passive /aggressive 'victim' look a gift horse in the mouth....

A pose of victimized innocence does not open us to the Infinite.'

It reminds me of something Kahlil Gibran wrote about pain...that it is the breaking of the shell that encloses understanding,much of it self chosen,the bitter potion by which the physician within heals the sick self.

I must admit that between you two I have recently regained a 360 degree view and have been busy blessing all my teachers, in all their varied forms.

No battle of Kurukshetra needed.

Thankfully!

The Babylonian exile and subsequent disinheritance of the feet

Hi Psirider, 

You wrote, “I'm looking at Marduk and he's looking at me and we're both looking at each other, repugnance clear on our faces and going, 'There's no way...in all of creation....that THAT is an aspect of me.' “

When I was younger, I liked my Feet. We were very close. We went everywhere together. They possessed all of the Bronze Age virtues; they were “beautiful and brave and generous ,” and pointed themselves recklessly towards any challenge. I rewarded them with lots of exercise. Now that I am middle-aged, however, I am beginning to wonder what I ever saw in them. Perhaps our earlier rapport was just a byproduct of my naiveté; my happy memories are the souvenirs of a time when I had not begun to suspect the depths of evil in the world.

For, lately, my feet have begun to cause me problems. I have a few toes that are twisted under, and one toe that is twisted up. Except when at the beach, I keep them carefully hidden under shoes and socks. Shoes being a necessity in the city, as well as because of the increasing disobedience of my Feet, you would think that my Feet would at least be grateful to my shoes, and extend to them some tiny bit of cooperation—but NOOOO! They always have to give everyone and everything around them a hard time.

Day by day, it becomes more painful to even think back to the time of our blissful coexistence, and to our celebration of each other’s role within the larger realm of Nature; which I now acknowledge to be “red in tooth and claw.” Call me paranoid if you will, but I have begun to suspect that my feet are actually agents of the Enemy. They are little more than alien prostheses. From the far shore of my Body, they stare with an opaque malevolence at the vast intelligence of my Head. 

Hmmnn....

 

I have to confess a sneaking sympathy for your feet....noowww they're agents of the enemy....just because they cause a few problems...what happened to the 'well done, good and faithful servant' line I figured we're all entitled to 'cause we wore out in faithful service.

Guess that went the way of the american labour movement....receding into memory, forgotten, until someone 'invents' it again.

Ah well. Sigh .Its not for the likes of me to comment upon the faithless lover. 

Y'all know who you are.

Marduk now, yeah...we try on our malevolence with a feeling of playfulness these days....what was that you wrote?

'We are old - unspeakably old. We are more corrupt than Ahriman, more violent than the Aztec priesthood, and more self deluded than the architects of the Holocaust. Paradoxically,we are young,we have not a care.'

The masks come on and off like its Halloween..and when we tire of it we collapse into each others arms and lick the sweat that trickles down each others faces....lovers, enemies, friends....those you can love you can hate and those you dislike the most you end up liking the best in the end...to quote Hunter S Thompson...'it never got weird enough for me.'

In hermetic praise of Feet

Hi Psirider, 

I do hope you realize that this was written as a parable!—I can’t quite tell. For better or for worse, I love my feet.  

You wrote, “It seems like there are teachers everywhere but what use are they to those of us who do not get the lesson or even realize there was a lesson to get?” And a while back you mentioned that you were experimenting with seeing your children as your teachers. 

Starting close to home, I tried to find an example to further illustrate this idea. I didn’t want to say anything bad about my wife or my daughter or my pit bull—barky though she sometimes is—so my feet seemed like a good place to start. They were the primal units from which I could erect the web of my conjuration. 

They were an example of something near that has become inexplicably distant. If not granted the respect that they deserve, they would be all too easy to demonize, as so many have demonized our inter-dimensional helpers.  

People speak of Non-Duality, but then they say that of course we must demonize all but the highest ranks of Aliens, and must regard as suspect every aspect of their agenda. It is us or them. We have no choice but to disregard the paradoxical insights that they offer. For they are Bad. 

—But back to my feet; without which I would be a less happy cosmonaut than I am. 

Although my feet are no longer as attractive as they were, they each day continue to do as much as they are able—and for this I must extend to them my unconditional gratitude.   

Feet....

...oh yes,I got the parable....I was just having fun....needing to.... as I realize how easy it is to demonize....feet,mothers,ex's.....etc....

I was then only a gleam in the eye of Uroboros

Gilberto

Hello Brian, although you seem to have had your fill of 'explosive transport' I'd still like to give it a spin-whirl! Although my experiences along those lines have been very brief and intermittent over the years, I have never forgotten them or the joyous & wonderous residue they left in their wake!

With regards to seemingly unfinished /unconnected work, your time-lag experience with these things inspires me as I've thought certain work (just this morning, actually!) had no meaning or sense of place/connection. Here's to blasting off (again & again)!

The snake inside the atomic egg

Hi Gilberto,

Since the early 1990s, my work has been premised on a simple but almost incomprehensible idea: that Space does not exist, and that therefore it is unnecessary to travel from one place to another. The human Body/Mind is the one preexistent vessel; all worlds revolve around and flow through the intersection at the center of the 10D Torus.

This IS interesting..

 

'that Space does not exist, and that therefore it is unnecessary to travel from one place to another. The human Body/Mind is the one preexistent vessel; all worlds revolve around and flow through the intersection at the center of the 10D Torus.'

This is really interesting....would you mind talking about it a little more? I can wait for the article,though,if you're still in mid writing.

"The desire to test one's strength against the ocean"

"The desire to remove one’s head—its awful vastness; and thus to escape from the burdens that are associated with omnipotence."--From "Descent to the Merkavah"

Hi Psirider,

I'm afraid that I'm recovering from a violent 4-day bout with food poisoning, and I'm not quite up to addressing such a complex subject at the moment. For every word that I type, I keep finding that I have typed one letter wrong. I have explored this concept of the 10D torus in a number of essays in the past, however, and will probably attempt a more comprehensive statement in the future.

In the meantime, here is an excerpt from a fairly old piece, called "Descent to the Merkavah":

The first stage is referred to in Kaballah as “going down to the chariot” or “descent to the Merkavah” A modern phrase similar in structure—if not in exact meaning—might be “descent to the unconscious.” It is by going down that we access the energy source as well as the vehicle that will once again allow us to move between dimensions. 

Why are we directed to go down rather than up? Perhaps because ascent implies a strenuous effort at improvement, to clutch at what is out of reach, to become bigger when we should instead become smaller. Perhaps it is because the preexistent beings, the Elohim, descended towards the chaos of the primordial waters, to speak the words that began the world and program the march of evolution.  

Perhaps it is because descent implies disintegration, a requirement for new growth.—Whatever one first thought, it is not at all glamorous to be buried in the earth, between broken toys and plumbing fixtures, in the rubble of exploded cities. Perhaps because biogenesis is just a prep course for cosmogenesis; for a delivery to occur at the end of a great war. 

Perhaps because Death is the most attentive nurse; the magician beloved by manikins. Perhaps because we assume that the "Higher Self" is good. Perhaps because we are terrified of the Shadow that protects us. Perhaps because the end of all descent has been geometrically encoded in its origin.—Many aliens look just like you or I. The lost race never has gone anywhere. Perhaps because it is important to relax. 

When we go down we return as to a vehicle buried, but the whole time present under our feet—a vehicle faster than the speed of light. If there is no space, it takes no time to move from one end of it to the other. Or perhaps the Merkavah could be better understood as a tornado, churning cows, barns, crops, migrant workers and their alien overseers up; setting in motion the dead body of creation, tilting back and forth from the vertical to the almost horizontal, as it funnels the most distant of places through its center. 

The next stage is referred to as “the work of the chariot.” This stage represents a kind of homecoming after exile, a return to the time before Adam became congested. Memory after amnesia. Joy. Tears of gratitude—inside of each a human being. The work is that of celebration. Bird song. Knowledge when ripe drops of its own weight from the branch. If creation were a computer, this would be the place where all user names and passwords would again become self-evident, All source codes and configuration files could there be opened by a touch.  

The worker might contemplate the permutations of the Hebrew Aleph Bet, the letters of which are also numbers, as well as the agents that brought the world into existence. They are older, even, than the Elohim; than the powers that preceded the most ancient of the Archetypes. The worker might build from sticks a geometric model, infuse this with breath, and then for several hours turn the model to examine it from every angle—until the god that is Geometry speaks; in and of itself. 

Time then becomes plastic. Magnetic fields congregate around a properly placed request.  Often help arrives, as an accident or intuitive breakthrough, before the person becomes aware of the need for any help. Events run backwards—returning to the future world.  

The self, without moving from one spot, finds that little is left undone. It is said that words on this level have the power to create. Beyond this—at the moment—it is probably best to say no more. 

The nonexistent lever of Archemedes

Hi Psirider,

Here is another excerpt about the concept of the 10D torus. It is from "Life Returns to the Uroboros; Space Does Not Go Anywhere." This is an essay that grew out of a group discussion on the philosopher Thomas Nagel's “A View from Nowhere”—a text that looks at the problem of human meaning in relation to the subjective and objective modes of understanding. I begin with a critique of Nagel, and then head off into more mythological realms.

Here is an exceprt from section 4:

Nagel makes a great deal out of the idea of absurdity—as something created by the disjunction of objective and subjective modes of perception. Is this sense of the absurd not more of an emotional than a philosophical issue? Perhaps Nagel is rationalizing his innate emotional response to the world with an elaborate conceptual apparatus.

Let us imagine that we are grains of sand stuck to a beach ball that revolves. Two alien children are playing catch with the orbit of the Earth. A throw goes wide, and the Earth is swept off on the currents of an inconceivable sea. Habits are subverted. The marriage—once happy—of the vertical to the horizontal is over. Space is big. We are very small, or so it would appear. Is there any objective reason that this disproportion should bother us? The macrocosmos watches.

Is life absurd, and would death make any difference? Intellect is a doctor without hands. Ego is a shaman without power. Imagination is a fish without a boat.

Let us suppose that intellect, ego and imagination are colored areas on the surface of a turning torus—a kind of donut, whose circumference turns through its center, and whose center then turns into the circumference. The motion of these areas is continuous; their separate locations on the surface do not appear to change, anymore than we must leave home for the Earth to orbit around the sun.

Is it possible that our consciousness is neither here nor there, that up is down, and that the inner and the outer worlds continuously change places? Is the one self many? To whom should the inhabitants of the torus turn—if they desire to deconstruct the movement of the 10-dimensional kaleidoscope?

The Piper at the Gates of Dawn

Evidently, that “new being” will not fall from the sky! It will come in a way similar to what happened when the human being emerged from the animal. Though the steps between the animal and man are completely unknown to us. We speculate, we’ve even found certain indications, but in fact nobody was there to see it! And we simply don’t know what happened.

The Mother (Mirra Alfassa)

 

"The SACRED (whatever that means) is surely related (somehow) to the BEAUTIFUL (whatever that means)..."
Gregory Bateson